Ok. Well this is kinda hard for me to get this all out with
words because this experience for me was both loving and heart-
breaking. I have read most of all the storys on here and mine
is diffrent. Well anyway… Ok, Well I’m not going to use real
names so his name will be Jason and Mine with be Jessica. Ok,
well I had been going out with Jason for almost 9months and he
meant so much to me. So I thought about it long and hard and when
I was with him I told him how I felt about him and how much he ment
to me. After a long talk (me doing most of it) he just looked
at me in amazement then kissing me and looking me in the eyes
and saying “Jessica, no one has ever cared for me that much.” I
just smiled a feeling a little weird. One day when I was at his
house I told him that I was ready to show him exactally how much
he meant to me. (I think he knew it was sex, seeing how we had already
did everything else.) Well we promised eachother that we would always love
eachother before and after our first time. The next night I was sitting on
his couch in the basement with him. We began to kiss so passonialty
I couldn’t help myself I just took him by the hands and walked over to a little
room in the basement and kissed him all over , his neck, his hands, his face, just everywhere.
I wanted this to be speacial I wanted him to know he ment the would to me.
I started to remove his shirt as he did the same to me still kissing.
as I got it off I kissed his stomach all the way down to his belt and then off came his pants.
I got back up to him and looked him in the eyes as i layed down taking him with me. As he undid my
pants I told him, “I love you!” He responded back with a, “I love you too!”
My heart melted with the kisses of him, his lips aganist my lips, all over me.
Finally he entered me. It hurt at first, but after awhile a felt nice.
He was kissing me all over and over I could stand it I just moaned.
After and hour we both had came. We got dressed and held eachother for awhile.
I told him I love him a gain and he said he loved me too and again. Then after another 3 times of doing it when
we saw eachother again school started and I got into some trouble and was sepended from school for 5 days.
I came back and Jason was with someone, her name was Jenny. Well me and him broke up and I was hurt so badly
thinking of everything that I had gave him and the words he told me. Well me and him are friends now we kiss everynow and then
but it doesn’t feel the same. I mean I know I love him but I think its because he hurt me so bad that I don’t want to get in to
it all again, but now I want him so bad. And he still tells me he loves me and stuff and how I have always been everything to him.
I don’t know wherth to belive him or forget him. I love Him!!!!!!!! (i think i need help)
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