Where it happened: A friends house
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight
This story is not something I talk about to people. Infact I haven’t told anyone, and I don’t plan on having anyone find out because it is not something I’m proud of.
I was at my friends house for her 17th birthday party. I was still 16 but I had changed a lot. Before grade eleven started I had lost some weight and got in better shape. My chest even grew which suprised me. There was a guy at the party,I’ll call him Rick, that I had liked for atleast three years, going on four. He was so good looking but only consitered us “friends”. He didn’t know I liked him, no one did. Someone must have put alcohol in the drinks because everyone was acting so drunk. I did’t worry about it because I figured that I could handle myself. Next thing I know I was dancing with him all over the dance floor. I don’t even remember how we started. A lot of my memory is blurred but I do remember us going upstaris to one of the bedrooms. We both removed the bottom half of our clothes. We were all over each other. He asked me if I was having a good time, and I said yes. Then he asked if I wanted to have a better time. Agian I said yes. So he proceeded to put himself in me. It did hurt, but I was so drunk I didn’t care. He came three times in me. I woke up at around 7:00 in the bathroom. I walked home showered and then spent most of the day throwing up from all the alcohol. When I did remember what had happened, I cried. I felt so stupid and easy. For two weeks I worried about becoming pregnant. Eventully I found out I wasn’t which was definitly a releif. When I saw Rick on Monday, we both were very uncomfortable around each other. We agreed not to tell anyone or talk about it ever!
I regret sleeping with him. I always thought my first time would be speacial. Instead it is a mistake that I’ll regret for the rest of my life. I lost a friend because of this. We didn’t talk to each other after that happened. If your a virgin thinking about having sex, WAIT UNIL YOUR MARRIED! Or atleast until your absolutly sure it’s right for you.
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