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benjamin and helen

Age when it happend: 24
Where it happened: in a rooming house
Langauge: english
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight

Benjamin Murray

We were just lying together on her bed one night, playing cards and getting closer and closer. We lay there kissing and cuddling for hours. She is the most passionate kisser I know. As we lay there necking, we gradually became more and more aroused until, as the evening wore on it became evident that we should either do something more intimate together, or go to our separate beds and get some sleep. We seemed to arrive at the same conclusion, and in a moment we were pulling each others clothes off. Intent on our kissing and touching, I just wanted to feel her body, her skin. So I moved my hands up under her shirt, nervously exploring her perfection. I put my finger into her navel, and then lightly stroked her belly. I slowly moved my hands up under the bra and onto her breasts. she was anxious that I’d think her too small, but I was really delighted. Barely a handful and very perky I thought they were just perfect. What more could any man want? I thrilled to the sensation of her erect nipples poking up between my fingers and assured her that more than a handful was a waste. The slow and gentle way she responded to my touch was making me far more aroused than I would have thought possible. I pulled her T-shirt off over her head and then as she removed my shirt, she told me that she was a virgin and a good catholic. this, she explained meant that she could not use birth control. this took a few moments to sink in fully, so while I continued working her out of that bra, I tried to explain that as a ‘Man’ everything I did was what I wanted to do, and if that meant we had to risk pregnancy to have sex, then bring on the baby because just something was telling me to accept anything if it meant I could give her my love.
I fantasized about the inevitability of her being pregnant and me being responsible for it. This girl was HOT, and I was more than a bit surprised she was letting me grope her like this. I didn’t see how I could resist for long, and if she wasn’t going to take precautions, then that meant making babies was going to be part of our destiny. I wondered if she felt this as intensley as I did.
we continued to roll around on the floor for a while longer, but a combination of late hours, and heavy conversation brought us out of the mood and a short time later we drifted off to our separate beds. I was so exhausted that all I could do was flop down and pass out.
I went to work early the next morning, and sat through most of that shift, unable to get her out of my mind. I was happy. so much so that co-workers began to teasing me about the looming wedding. I was infatuated with this girl.
as I was still worrying about birth control issues, I began to think of how many families might have actually started from a moment of emotion like what we’d shared the night before. I wondered whether the pill was possibly not such a good thing because it was defeating the spontaneous connection that had been so much part of our evolutionary process. how could you have spontenaity if everything became a coldly calculated act.
I convinced myself that while it was unlikely to happen again, if we were to get going again as we had the night before, that I should not hold back unless she asks me to. In my mind, her claim of virginity together with a total lack of birth controls the night before even though she was so obviously aware of the danger indicated that she understood the consequences and made this choice deliberately. I would not force her into anything she didn’t want, but I wasn’t going to deny her the prospect of discovery either.
I tested out my newly formed ‘point of view’ for the next couple of days, and found that I was reasonably satisfied with it. the whole idea was to not shrink back from life, but to grab hold and hang on. to embrace fully what ever would came your way. I saw nothing wrong about this. I was enjoying my friends, my work, my life, and for a change I felt like I was actually living. I wasn’t worrying about everything that might be. Only what was.
then she came back. I was struck dumb by her incredible beauty. her laugh, her smile. I was silly for her. The house we lived in was hosting a large house party, and with the busy-ness of the moment, everything personal was put on hold. With guests flowing in and out, we had little time for talk until very much later that night.
as things wound down, and we cleaned up after our guests and put the house back in order. Fatique mixed with quite a bit of tequila finally won out and we retired together to a quiet corner and nestling to cuddle in each others arms, listen to music and drift off to sleep.
I woke to the sensation of being kissed on the neck and her running her fingers up under my shirt – tracing the spaces between my ribs. normally ticklish, I was barely able to contain the impulse to jump away and just enjoyed the sensations and emotions cause by the combination of her fingertips playing on my reflexes. She stopped just as I could sit still no longer, and when with a wink and a whisper that we should retire to someplace more private she had seduced me completely.
She began to tug at my belt suggestively. and I was having second thoughts about this perdicament until until she winked again and pulled me with her into another room. Closing the door behind us she exuded an attitude of suggestive impatience. I decided she was wanting to get it on too.

she kissed my mouth, my ears, my neck. She unbuttoned my shirt and kissed my collarbone before spending some quality time teasing my left nipple.
when I think back on it now, I suppose this was the moment when I should have been telling her that I wasn’t going to stop unless she asked me to. instead, I stepped out of my pants and lay back on the bed relinquishing myself to her caresses. She took me in her mouth and pretty much took charge of the situation.
Lost in my thoughts as as we lay together there wrapped in each others arms. I was totally into her. My world began and ended within the limits of her beautiful skin.

Her soft mouth gently playing with my nipples, the tips of her fingers tracing the outline of my chest was amazing. I could feel that destiny was stirring me onward. She was making me feel so good I had to do something for her in return. I slid my hands down her stomach to the outside of her pants. Even through the material I could sense her heat. She looked at me with the best cheeky grin and moved one of her hands down to the outside of my jeans and began touching between my legs with just the right amount of pressure to make me lose my breath. I wanted to feel more of this fantastic sensation. I looked at her and said “this works both ways”, so she grinned and helped me pull off her slacks and panties. Being almost completely naked and feeling so much skin against skin was very exciting. To be so vulnerable with a person u trust and love so much is what made the
whole moment so much more meaningful. As I moved my hand down into her vagina and she stroked my penis through my underwear I shook with exitement. When my fingers dipped into her vagina, I looked down and found it irresistable. She had a tiny but uncut little bush that formed a dark triangle just above her snatch. I worried about the pain I would cause her with the end of her virginity, but I was also turned on by the thought of it. That I really was going to fuck this beautiful girl. when I pulled away from her embrace she sank to her knees and took my penis into her mouth. The look on her face with my penis stuck in her cheek was pretty funny! she asked if I was enjoying it. allowed that I did. Scared of losing the guts to go on, but really wanting to do it well, I stood on shaky legs. I maneuvered her onto the bed, felt very anxious until she put her arms around my neck and blew kisses into my ear. I knew I was maing the right decision. We continued to kiss and lick each other until I felt the time was right. I was above her on the bed, and stroking her labia with the tip of my penis. my fingers reported that she was wet inside, but there was a dryness there too. pulling back I let a small drop of my saliva drop onto the head of my penis.
I placed the tip of my penis against her vagina again and this time it slid inside easily. scared and excited I moved on top of her kissing and whispering how happy I was that we were doing this and started to push slowly into her cunt. at first I was only going in a few millimeters, but gradually, as she relaxed and began moving with me we began to moan together as I went deeper and deeper. There was no resistence. no blood, and she didn’t seem to be in any pain.
I was anxiouss and uncertain but in realizing that I was actually going to do this, I began to move slowly and with resolution: to make it good. I wanted her so much. I needed to continue. I existed simly to fuck her. to end her virginity forever. to have her. to possess her and have her feeling good about it. I was afraid too. After a few minutes it was clear that she was enjoying this moment. that she part of this. this was having the desired effect, she wrapped her arms around me and held me until I cam.

the first electric sensation of my sperm streaming into her, filling her, caused her to panic. she immediately sat up and demanded to know whether I had just cum inside her.
She seemed upset. my first reaction was that no, I hand’t done anything that should upset her like that. Then I told her that yes, that in fact I had just Cum inside her vagina. that was what we were doing for the past hour and more – fucking – and that I had fucked her. I had cum inside her. I said that I had been telling her the whole time that she was going to be fucked, and that this was exactly what I had done. I said I thought I’d done a pretty good job of it too.
she was paniced by the thought of being pregnant. at first she thought she was just at the beginning of her period. then at the end, then in the middle. I told her it didn’t matter, and that if she was pregnant, that we’d get married right away and raise a family, just as our parents had done before us.

After a alittle while I began to want to do it again and asked her if we could. I said we may as well, since she couldn’t be just a little pregnant. either she was already pregnant or she wasn’t. no sense worrying until we found out which it was.
she was worried of what her father would say.
she asked me if I really wanted marry her, and I told her that yes, I did.
we made love again and again that night, and for the next 3 weeks every chance we got. I don’t know how we managed to get through without getting pregnant, but when her blood started flowing a few weeks later, she was miserable for days.
now when we make love she demands that I give her my babies, and I have. we have three great kids.
it’s a wonderful life when you have someone who loves you.
don’t waste it.

Benjamin Murray

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