My mother had me late in life. If that wasn’t enough by some miracle when I was 9 she got pregnant agin. I was there in the hospital when my mom at 63 delivered my baby brother. They said she was too old but my Mom was against abortion. I loved my baby brother and he loved me. My mother went to the store and smashed her car and the police called me telling me she would be a while getting home. My brother was crying for so long, I pulled up my top and he latched on. Both my nipples were sore before mom came home. I did everything with my brother, he was more my kid than my brother. I was graduated from high school still living at home when I met my first serious boy friend. We were planning to get engaged soon and I was finding it difficult to keep his hands out of my pants. Just wait for the wedding night . I have a gift only a virgin bride can give you . Just hold on a few months , I kept saying.
My brother was discovering himself at this same time. There was a hole in back of the medicine cabinet I kept a piece of tape over, that you could peel back and see in his room. He was a light sleeper as a baby and we (Mom &I) spied on him so we wouldn’t have to open the door and wake him. Well now my brother is 11 and when I spy on him he is just masturbating every chance he gets. My boyfriend told me this is normal for boys and don’t be concerned. Well my boyfriend and I had some close calls of our own and my will to resist him was getting weaker. We decided to get engaged and we set a date. My brother was an emotional mess and getting angry. Mom was just too old to handle him and I was working all the time now and coming home late. My night time job and evening classes at the community college made me so tired I could barely stay awake. I didn’t know until later when he told me that my brother would open my top and nurse on me. Later he became even bolder and lifted my skirt and pulled my pants to the side checking me out. What I missed was his asking for attention . I kept saying not now , next time , later , sorry and no. So I picked my brother up from school detention and yelled at him good for not doing his home work. I was so tired I couldn’t drive all the way home. So after swerving I pulled off to a roadside park and went to the back seat to take a nap. My brother complained so I slapped him and yelled some more and fell fast asleep. I awoke to my brother slapping me. Don’t ever slap me your not Mom. I went to grab his hand but it was tied to something shut in the window ,both hands and feet were tied with cloth shut in the window of Moms old station wagon . This was the time before minivans after all. He kept slapping me but not real hard and I never bruised from it. You don’t care any more you hate me . My 11 year old brother sobbed and slapped me. I was crushed and overtired and I yelled let go. That’s when I noticed my bra was off and my blouse was wide open . What are you doing ? I’m going to beat your ass ! I yelled at him in anger. Your not he said and stuffed his school tie in my mouth. Then I realized what a fool I was . The brother I loved, I had neglected and now he is a monster. Sobbing my brother tugged at my undergarment and ripped it off. I’ll show you. My eyes almost bugged out of my head when he dropped his pants and climbed between my legs. My worse fear ever was coming true. No I said with his tie in my mouth. He was only 11 I thought I won’t get pregnant. His penis was pretty good size and I was now ready to wiggle every which way to keep it out of my coochie. I was dry and his many attempts to pierce me failed thank you. It was 15 minutes of struggle and he sat down between my legs and slapped my coochie. Then he pointed his finger and pushed it in my slit up by my love button. I tried to talk but couldn’t get the stupid tie out of my mouth. All of the wiggle in the world to get away but he started to rub my love button and I couldn’t help but get wet. He got on his knees and with all the added lubricant his penis was now in my slit prodding and humping like a dog on your leg. I thought it would be only seconds before he found my cherry , but like a boxer ducking the direct punches I lucked out by wiggling and he spurted his sperm on my skirt missing the mark entirely. Exhausted like me he climbed on me and held my breast sobbing quietly. I wanted to hold him , but I was full of mixed emotions. Like anger and remorse. I jerked on my restraints none of them budged. My brother lay on me feeling the very nipples that pacified him as a baby. He combed my hair with his fingers and stuffed the tie deeper in my mouth. You never have time for me any more. My eyes couldn’t see him for my tears. Then I felt his penis become erect. Oh gosh I hope he is finished. Hi penis had perfect placement and he nursed my breast. I wiggled to the side and he popped out. This time he took his hand and put it in just like was. I saw your eyes he said , that’s your vagina isn’t it. I nodded and tried to talk. He pulled the tie out of my mouth slowly. Don’t push in please ! I’ll be the best big sister ever. We will go camping and get Ice cream. It feels real good here he said. You can stay here if you like but no more or you will hurt me. He started humping and every thrust hurt from his hard little penis. Just a little …a sharp cutting pain surged in me ….more ..he said . He took a big sigh . I bit my lip realizing I just lost my cherry. My brother picked up his momentum and I just sobbed uncontrollably for a moment. Then freakishly I felt wave after wave of pleasure. My brother kept his pace and I was on the verge of orgasm when I felt his sperm in me as he held his breath and finished. You trying to make a baby in me stop. He just held in me deep. He pulled out and pulled his pants up . He crawled to the front seat and electrically opened the windows freeing me. I sat up but I had been laying back for ten minutes. Some residual sperm flowed out and I used my finger to pull out what I could. I was sure a few million were swimming in my fallopian tubes looking to find any waiting egg I was holding. I walked to the rest room of the road side rest and washed my coochie in the cold sink water. My wool skirt was stained with his previous sperm shot and the back of it stained with my blood. I grabbed toilet paper and cleaned the back seat of my car. I stood beside the car and held my arms open to my brother and he came crying to me and we held each other standing there forgiving each other. My brother had a jacket in his back pack and put it on the drivers seat. I removed my skirt tossed it in the trash with my torn underpants and drove home half naked. Mom wasn’t home and I showered and took my brother to get Ice cream. A week later I missed my period . I quickly got my boyfriend drunk and made love to him feeling guilty for being so deceitful . He never asked where my cherry was and I told him he was my first. I felt so slutty making love to him after preaching purity for so long. My baby girl looks nothing like him but our second girl looks exactly like him. My brother spends a lot of time with his daughter and calls her my side kick. I still hate the lies I have told .
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