Where it happened: at a party
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 4
Category: Straight
On my 18th birthday I was raped by the girls in my freshman dorm suite. They had been very nasty to me because of my Christian values. When I told them my birthday was coming and I wanted to do something really special, they became really friendly and several days later, suggested I go with them to a party. They promised me they wouldn’t pressure me in any way. When I arrived with them, there was beer and liquor and since I was 18, I thought it would be OK to have my first beer. Besides, I didn’t want the girls to get mad at me for being stuck up. So I had a beer. A little later one of the girls brought me an “Alice in Wonderland.” Since they got it especially for me I didn’t feel right about refusing it. I don’t remember what happened after that because the next thing I knew I was in my own bed with a terrible headache and the taste of vomit in my nose and mouth. Also my female parts were very sore. I still had my underwear on but they had blood on them. When the rest of the girls got up they were laughing at me and said I was no better than they were. When I asked what happened, they refused to tell me and just laughed some more. I just couldn’t believe I had sex and so I refused to face facts. It was the loneliest and saddest time of my entire life. I had been to college only a month and I felt such a failure. I got all D’s and F’s on my mid terms and I was very close to going home. Jesus, my Savior saw me through and that is the ultimate proof that Christian belief is not a quaint fable like some people think it is. This is not what college is supposed to be like.
I now am at a Christian college and am no longer persecuted for having values. I realize now that I must have been given an extra-strong drink or maybe even the “date rape” drug. I also realize sadly, I am no virgin. Rather than having the privilege to present my body in a state of glory to my future husband, I will have to ask forgiveness of him instead. THIS IS NOT GOD’S PLAN!!!!! I think web-sites like this contribute to the immorality and lack of Godly love that encouraged the girls in my freshman dorm suite to do this to me.
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