Where it happened: Oklahoma, I cannot be more specific.
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 10
Category: Straight
In all honesty, I cannot truelly say when my first time was.
I suppose, the technicalities considered, it was when I was three. I lost both virginity and innocence to my mother’s boyfriend. After two years of this, it was finally discovered what he did to me when I was to hospitalized; I had experienced the full spectrum of forced homosexual sex before I was five.
For years, I had withdrawn into myself. To many times had I taken a razor to my wrists, but I was to affraid to open a vein; but holding it to my wrists comforted me; these cheerful events occured several times before I was twelve. So, I bumbled and crawled in loneliness for most of my life…until she came. I had learned not to trust anyone early on, but I trusted her. For some reason beyond any logical reasoning, I trusted her. When I was 17, she taught me that sex wasn’t about being forced down, degraded, stripped of all pride, and believe me, even three year olds have pride, a silent dignity that goes with sillyness, she taught me that the world isn’t as cold as I thought it.
She, a woman of true tender mercy, gave me respect, and taught me love.
So you see, I honestly cannot say when my “first time” happned.
Sad story? Well, life is sad sometimes, and everything I say here is true.
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