Where it happened: College Dorm Room
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
We’d only been dating for a good 4 months, maybe. I was 19, so was he. We both had come out of serious relationships early in the year, me in March, him in late April… but to be fair, we’d been after each other for a long time. I mean a long time as in when we hung out we knowingly brought people with us to babysit us and make sure we didn’t cheat with each other.
I wasn’t his first. In fact, the only thing I was first at, was being his first virgin. He had told me earlier that night that when I was ready (whenever that may be..) that I could tell him. My roommate was out for the night, we had been kissing and cuddling. I remember he held me tight and told me he loved me. I looked him in the eyes and told him I was ready.
He put on a condom, and he slowly pulled off my pajama bottoms. I was nervous, but with him I felt safe. He went in slow, and it hurt.. I mean it really hurt. He was nervous, because he didn’t know how much I could take, and later he told me that he almost stopped because he couldn’t stand how my eyes welled up with tears. It took about 20 minutes to a half hour.. and I remember several times I wanted to tell him to stop, but I convinved myself I had to go the distace. It was right before he finished that it started to feel good for me.. and I remember when he did, he felt horrible because I had got nothing out of it, except a sore va-jay. He held me tightly afterwards, kissed my forehead and told me he loved me.
The next night we tried again, and it got better.. but in all honesty I never want to go through the pain of my first time again.
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