Okay… how do I start? I was in a school trip with my classmates and some of our teachers. I didn’t have too many friends. I was that kind of Gothic girl, who kept everything for herself, who never let anybody know a thing about her, who always kept quiet and never tried to talk to anybody. People thought I was shy. But I wasn’t, in fact, I prefer solitude.
I sat on the front of the bus. All the crazy people were at the back. The driver put pop and blues music, while I was listening to rock music with my headphones. To be utterly honest, it was my first school trip; I never wanted to go out and have some fun time outside. But I joined it because my parents were fighting with me.
So yeah, I was listening to “Bangarang – Srillex”, my favorite song. Some stupid people were pulling my hair. I didn’t try to argue with idiots. But when I noticed that they didn’t stop, I dropped my headphones and pushed each one of them square in the mouth. A teacher saw me and shouted on me. I responded abruptly and went away.
The bus stopped in front of big park and small store. So I got off the bus and headed towards a tree ans sat down. Boys started playing football when they saw the football field near the store. Girls laid down on the grass and talked about stupid stuff such as what they ate last night, which makeup color they applied, when they woke up… then, they looked discretely at me and started talking about me; insulting my style, my interests, my clothes… Idiots. They are all total idiots. I just want to know: who are they to judge? I really don’t think they’re better. I dropped my headphones once more and walked towards them. Then I said: “If you don’t like me, then why are you looking at me? I think there are better views to look at out here.” They shut up and looked away.
The boys had finished their first game. I had a crush on one of them for nearly four months. He saw me sitting alone. I looked at him for two seconds, and looked away. He took a towel and wiped his sweat. He sat in front of me and asked me: “Are you okay?” I answered yes. He understood my anxiety and asked me to go get a drink at the store. I didn’t accept at first, but then he forced me by pulling my hands. We talked for a while and finished our drinks. Then we walked together in the park. I kept quiet and didn’t say a thing. I also kept my head down.
After a while, we stopped in front of a tree and he pushed me towards it. He looked at me and knew I was feeling something for him. I closed my eyes and looked away. But he didn’t let me. He quickly dropped his head at me and kissed my lips passionately. I also began biting his lips gently. Then his tongue entered my mouth and bite mine. We were enjoying it a lot. We felt a lot of love for each other and we continued kissing each other for a few minutes.
Since that day, I understood that there will be always someone who will love you more than anybody else. It’s just a matter of time. And in the end, there’s only two hearts.
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