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akward…

Age when it happend: 21
Where it happened: My apartment
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight

So, I was dating this guy for about a year before it happened. I didn’t know Valentine’s day would be the day that I would lose my virginity. He came over to hang out and dinner. We were watching tv and finished eating when he started to kiss me. We made out for a while but I wasn’t expecting for it to go any further. All of a sudden, he started to undress me and we went at it. It was painful.. neither of us knew how to do it “romantically” and it was both our first times. I started to bleed and i freaked out and ran out and went to the bathroom. He felt bad too and it just became an awkward moment. I started to cry cuz this is not what I wanted. He laid there on the bed until I got out. He wanted to cuddle but I didn’t. sorta felt violated at the time. We did it again a couple times after and it got better. still with him and wishing that first time wasn’t the “first time” *sigh*

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