I was 13 when I fell for Mark. He was 18 and every girl seemed to have her eye on him. Obviously our age difference was a problem to him but that didn’t stop me from letting him know how I felt. He was always very polite to me, and managed to turn me away without being an asshole. Two years down the road I was still a little caught up on him but didn’t spend every moment dreaming of him anymore. I heard through some friends that he was leaving town and the night before he left I ran into him in town. I said goodbye to him so it was all over with, but he asked me what my plans for the night were, He offered to take me to a party that his friends were having. So I went and could feel myself falling for him bad again, After a few hours of drinking we decided to go to another party. As we were leaving I saw him saying goodbye to his ex and felt a little hurt, When he got to the car I told him that I wished he’d hug me like that. His reply? “Oh, I will.” I then noticed that our destination was a
little off the beaten trail. We were headed to a place notorious for making out. I knew at that moment that I would end up sleeping with him. Once parked we started talking and the next thing I knew we were kissing. I made it obvios to him that I wished to proceed, but he stopped me and told me that we didn’t have to have sex. But I wasn’t going to stop! After trying it in the drivers seat we headed to the back seat. I admit that it’s not the most romantic spot in the world but I wouldn’t have enjoyed it any more if we’d been in a palace. He did everything right to make me comfortable, and although it was hust a one night thing I wouldn’t wish for it to have gone any differently. I will have that memory of him until my dying day, which a cherish dearly because Mark passed away two months ago.
Anyways, one of the points I”m trying to get across, is that if I;d have waited until the day that I married him, I wouldn’t have that memory, because he’s gone. I’m sick of reading about people who judge people for having sex before marriage. For each his own, and keep your opinions to yourself. No one wants to hear them. I’m not saying that I don’t congratulate you and your beliefs, but it’s time to stop judging,
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