Where it happened: his living room
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 9
Category: Straight
When I was 16 I was dating a guy who was 20 (soon to be 21). He really impressed me with his charm, I was in love and I thought he hung the moon. There was a bit of a problem though in our relationship, a major power imbalance. I had to do everything he said. At first he just wanted me to give him head all the time, the first time he made me do it in the back of his car so he insisted that I swallow …YUCK! He held my hair to force my head to stay there. I don’t know why I didn’t leave him then. About three months into our relationship he decided it was time for us to “make love”. We were in his living room, and he started kissing me and taking off my clothes. I took off his clothes. We stood there kissing and fondling each other. Then I gave him head and thought that was going to be enough. Soon though he had me down on the floor, and he spread my legs. I started to say no, but he just kept sayong “it will be okay”. He entered me slowly, and gently. It really hurt, tears slid down my eyes but he kept going. I took a deep breath. It wasn’t so bad, but I felt guilty and dirty. We did it a few more times and then he got mad at me one night and raped and beat me. Then I got smart and left him. After that I met a great, wonderful guy who treated me with respect. When we finally made love, it actually was beautiful. That taught me the peasures of sex. I have been with a few guys since and now I REALLY enjoy sex.
I shared this with you as a warning to younger girls, make sure the one you give it to deserves it! But it is not your fault if he doesn’t listen when you say no.
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