Where it happened: a vacant house in my neighborhood
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 7
Category: Straight
My first time was unexpected because I hadn’t planned on doing anything. My boyfriend was 19 and i thought I was cool cause he was older. I was a virgin and i was proud, but there was still some curiosity that lurked in the back of my mind. Everyone else was doing, so it was okay right? Well I was so scared. He layed me down and started to undress me and then I told him I wasn’t gonna do it. But then I caved. The last thing I told him before we began was don’t get me pregnant. Then he started to put it in and it felt like forcin somethin in a real small space that wasn’t budgin. He kept goin and I thought i was gonna scream. Then finanlly he popped my cherry and it started to feel a little good. We kept goin for a while and then he stopped. He was a 2 minute man. He took m home and called me, but the relationship didn’t last long after that because I figured out that that was all he wanted from me and wouldn’t give it up anymore. At the time I was proud of yself eventhough my closest friend lost respect for me. But know I look back and I am so incredibly ashamed. If I could take it back I would.I can’t say I’d still be a virgin but I can say that I would have waited until someone who actually cared about me came along. I got a really bad reputation from that night, and started to sleep around to get guys. I find out the hard way that I didn’t have to do that. From my first time I got an STD called Tric.I had it for a year before I knew I had an STD. I thought somethin was wrong with me, and it would just go away. It’s gone now, after humiliation from the humiliation at the Gynecologists office, and the help of medication, but I regret ever having sexual intercourse at such a young age. My first time was one of the worst decisions I ever made.
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