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Age when it happend: 19
Where it happened: My house
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight


I am not about to lie. I am no Ladys man. Here is my story.

It begins 2 weeks before my 20th Birthday. I had spent the last six years making almost no ground on the Teen ritual of De-Virgification. In truth I am a very selfconscious person and probably self-absorbed also.

I had been out of highschool for 2 yrsand was living in the basement of my mothers house, I was not going to college and had no steady job. So to kill time I would hang-out with my Under-acheiving “friends” at the mall.

I had known of Nicole for awhile and was not impressed by her. But there I was that particular day, playing the part of the reluctant (because of fear of the unknown) Date-to-be. She had been standing very close to me in our little conversation circle(well within the intimate space-space) maybe i wasnt acting the obnoxiossshole role that had brought me no luck so many times before ,perhaps i was unintentionally charming. Any way as the others began to drift off here and there, Nicole stayed put and I refused to budge , just having this females standing so close was getting me pretty excited.

Through the use of a third party and several applications of Fuck Me eyes (on her part) it was arrangrd, that I had my very first date.

There was no dinner and the movie was forgettable.
So in separate cars we headed for a mutual hangouthouseBachelorville.USA.

Sitting on the couch we watched movies and held hands(me trying and succeeding ,to be charming and funny) Rubbing hands and every so slowly inching closer. Soon the room cleared out to just us people heading off to bed or the computer room. So then I laid the Classic of all the smoothest moves the “Yawn-stretch and Arm Around”we both laughed me Nervously and her because i am a DORK!!!(I am)

The touching and petting intesified without any positionchanges or “ettiquette Breeches”-“And a good evening to you MADAME!!!”:) Then she turned her head up and towards mine and our lips met which began one of the most awkward,pleasant,clumsy and stimulating moments of my life. After a brief and clumsy attempt to be the aggresor I let Nicole control the show.(she had been mercifully patient with me thus far). Nicole shifted around and into my lapwith a proper theighgenitalgenital position.


I will always remember how hot she was and how quickly.Her face turned from fair-white to a full-flushing glow. The hot moistness I could feel as i palmed her crotch through her bluejeans.The way she gasped and the little moans of pleasure she gave turning herself on much more than i could alone.The way i came in my Shorts from to much Hot and Heavy action. and then they way it all ended right there as some “buddies” showed up and refused to leave. It was now very late and we said our goodbye with kiss and several repetitions of all the way out to and including the cars.

MY HOUSE

The next evening found us at my out-of-town-for weekend mothers house>. Again on the couch watching yet another movie but not for long. Sh e began rough-housing with me witch quickly turned into the wrestle /tickling and the Kissing.

I asked her if she wanted to go downstairs (to my room) I led her down the stairs and to my room. Without much ceremoney we stripped down to our skivvies. Lying on my bed concentrating way to hard on everything i must be doing wrong as we explored each other. I took her nipple in my lips and attemted to suck it she told me just to try and “nurse” it suck the whole thing in (hey like i would know).I sucked hard her back arched as she gasped deeply, her face was again a lovely hot deep violet. The Girl was and is (i am sure)one boiling little sexpot. My fingetips tracing the contours of her body ever more southward and intimate as my hand again found the lovely moisttness of her pantied crotch, through them i pressed my finger into her nylon/cotton clad mound rubbing them into her wetness. My small johnson running the gamut of ridgidty as i was extremely nervous the whole time …I justcannot relax. She rubbed my bone and we quickly removed each others underwear.I looked at her a woman completely nude for me for the first time,as she lay there her disheveled blonde hair ,her small brest,her wide hip she had wispy baby-blonde pubics and the most beautiful little pussy i had ever seen.

I rember thinking i should and wanted to lick it but i didnt witch i will always regret. After a miffed attempt to finger her , i found myself hovering over herkissing and touching. I rember thinking the whole time i dont have and rubbers ,i told her “I..I dont…have …any protection>” She assured me we would be okay for a Little while. Thinking better of it and then inevitably throughing caution and reason to the wind.I was ready (Riiight!!)I attemte my first thrust…..then with a little coaching i attempted to make my first succesfull thrust. Inside (Oh my god my penis is to small,i dont know what im doing,im going to cum way to early i going to catch something, Im going to embarras myself) and thats exactly what i felt I didnt orgasm as i came in about 20 thrusts . iwas so anxiety ladden i didnt feel a thing he was a good chance for me to have some fun and perhaps develope a healthy social attitude and i then totaly flipped out as i yanked the sheets off my bed and ran for the washer all because of a little bit of cum. Im sure all of this totaly turned off nicole but i just wanted to hide , i have a problem communicating with people and this was no exception. I drfove her away after a few ore failed attempts I dont believe it was the attempt itself as she knew i was a virgin. But the way i reacted i would just shut up you see i am a premature ejaculator and i truly believe this has FUcked me since I started jacking off . Oh i read a lot and knew what a P.E. was and i knew i was one and since then i had really avoided almost all situationsin which i might come in coital contact with some poor female who deserves much more thani have to offer.

well that was a couple of years ago i am still no ladies man though much more of a Man than i was then.where ever she may be and if she happens to readthis

” Nicole I apologize, you deserved better treatment and i would really like to make it up to you…………….”

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