Where it happened: cement-floored music practice room
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
I think he was 17, though I don’t remember because I didn’t love him. I wanted to lose my virginity because everyone thought I already had. Including him, and he couldn’t tell afterwards. It was May in northern Michigan, and at night it still got pretty cold. At the arts boarding school I was at, there were lots of empty cabins and practice spaces during the school year that were used by the summer camp. We chose a room near the lake, beneath the dance studio. The floor was dirty and covered with cigarette butts, some of which he had smoked in anxiety over me. We took off our clothes in the dark and I lay down with my legs open. He put on a condom and the whole thing was over ten seconds later. I can honestly say I hardly felt a thing, except chilly — his dick was long and skinny, so whatever cherry I had wasn’t popped. We did it a few more times after that, but I never got any pleasure from it.
I consider my first real time to be with a boy I loved, a year later in his sister’s apartment in Georgetown. She let us sleep together on the fold-out couch in her living room. It was very romantic; we listened to the Eagles “Hotel California” album and made out for a while. We knew we had to be quiet but were so worked up over each other, we couldn’t stand it. He was in his boxers and I had on boxers and a tank top; within minutes after we turned out the light, the boxers went down around my ankles and the tank top was pushed up to my neck. I was on the pill by then, and I loved the way his naked dick felt sliding in and out of me. I loved feeling his desire rippling through his muscles (he was a wrestler and had a beautiful body). That was how it was between us until our relationship ended, because I was in love with a woman and he was getting high all the time.
My first time with another woman … she kissed me, she seduced me. I am married now (to a man, the love of my life) but will always be in love with her.
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