good things come from bad things

Well I’m not to good at typing so bear with me.

I was 14 and dating a guy that was 16 going on 17, HE was real nice guy
I would flert with him and all that,
We were doing everything but going all the way.

So one day I lied to my mum like I do and said i was sleeping at my friends.
But i was chashing at Dereks like i have done B4.

His fokes were gone for the weekend, So he asked his friend and his his GF to come over
watch some videos and chash over.

I liked the idea of mor people in the place myself.

Now things went well we were having a good time,
Derek gave me a drink it was sweet but good.
well 2 more I was out of it.

I rember fooling around. then waking up on the floor with derek.
His friends on the floor with a blanket over then and there going at it.

His friend asked if I put out to derek he said ya she wild,
Now me and derek had a good thing I told him i was not ready for sex.
he was cool with that,
But today he said he pretend so hi friend would not bitch.
You know I will not put it in,LOL ya right,

Well we had fun he did some things to make me wish i never go home,
But some were he just had to pop me,
SO he did I was mad it hurt a bit.

But all in all I still had a good time.
well we broke up when my mum found out i was preg.
at 14 i was scared she kill me.
I hid the preg hoping it go away, ( SO dump )

But she found out and was not as bad as i was thinking.
I now have a 13 week old baby girl.
No BoyFriend.

As a first time its border line date rape.
But If i could change things I wouldn’t
My Baby is my life its broght me and my Mum closer togther

Now I know some others around my age are reading.
I was not going to sumit to this.

But I just wanted to say
If your going to have sex do it safe.
I only did it 4 times.
I have a baby, 2 times condom in afect first time & the last time
I didn’t have a say in it.

This page was and is neat, I myself like
reeding storys,

Take care peoples,
Play safe,
Amy J

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