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Big mistake

Age when it happend: 17
Where it happened: On the farm
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight

I was growing up on a Dairy Farm and still a virgin. Sex was everywhere on the farm and I grew up with a lot of raging hormones.

We hired a new hired hand to help milk the cows and he was married and had three children. The oldest was Nicky and she was 11 years old when I first met her. I teased her all the time and told her things that were made up to make her mad. She would kick my shins which would really hurt.

One day I was milking the cows all alone and she came in the parlor. She bet me that I could not pick her up so I did. As I held her in my arms she turned away from me and accidently slid her left breast in to my open hand. She was fully developed and we both were shocked and she made me let her go. After that day I always looked for innocent ways to hold her such as helping her down from wagons and such.

In my long life I have only met 10 girls / women that I had an irresistible sexual attraction to.

This story would have innocently ended here. However, one day my mother call up the stairs and asked me to tutor Nicky. She had been sick with scarlet fever and missed a week or so. I was a straight A student in a small school and 5 years ahead of her. I told my mom to send her up to my room if she wanted help as I was studying. Part of me wondered if my mom would put a young girl in my room with the door shut. She did and did not stop me from shutting my door. Believe it or not I was innocent at this time and had no intentions to do anything but help her study.

I would lay on my bed and read my homework assignments and she sat close to me sitting at my desk reading her school book. Over the next week or so I noticed that she was not turning the pages of her book. I finally noticed that she was not studying at all. At the time I was reading “The Naked Ape” by Desmond Morris about human sexuality and how in many ways it is similar to other mammals. She turned to me and said, “Are you reading a dirty book?” I said yes I am to tease her but to my surprise it didn’t work. I started to think back about accidently holding her breast and asked her if she would allow me to rub her back. She said okay in a very shy way. I started to rub her back and noticed that she enjoyed it allot. I decided to see where her boundaries where and said, “I could rub your back better if you unbuttoned the back of your shirt” She allowed me to do that. Shortly after that success I told her that I could do a better job if I unsnapped her bra. Again she said okay. As I rubbed her back I started going up and down her sides and tried to slide my hand between her legs but she kept her legs tight together. Next I started rubbing her stomach and up slowly going around the base of each breast and still she did not object. I slowly went around each breast lightly touching her as I got closer and closer to her nipples. Finally I cupped each one in the palm of my hands. She was a 34 B and each of my hands felt great holding her skin to skin.

Over the next year I kept pushing her boundaries as they came down. I got her finally to remove her shirt and bra completely so I could suck her breasts. She was very innocent and one day I sucked on her right breast and was going to stop when she said, “Please suck the other one so one does not grow bigger than the other due to getting more attention. What was a guy to do but agree to give them equal time so they would stay the same size as they got bigger.

Next I got her to lay on the bed with me so that I could play with her from the waist up. I would run my thumb nail down her pant zipper to pretend that I was unzipping her pants. When the day came that she did not object I unzipped her pants and slide my hand in over her underpants and lightly rubbed her down there to see her reaction. I told her that I could do this better if she slid her pants down a little; which she agreed to. Then I told her that her underpants need to slide down to.

I had never felt a girl up and was not sure how to do it. So I positioned my thumb at an angle and slowly slid it up as if I was on top of her sliding my penis into her. She was both wet and willing and it felt great to kiss her and slide my thumb in and out of her pussy. Every chance I got I would play with her. I never felt a hymen and she never bleed when I fingered her deeply.

Months passed and I wanted more of her barriers to fall to me. I wanted her so much. I tried three times to get all of her clothes off and get on top of her to slide my penis in her for the first time. Each time she was afraid and asked me to stop and I always did. Finally I decided to stop trying.

The next week just before the new school year started we were up in the barn where we stored straw used for bedding the cows below us. She turned to me and said, “Aren’t you going to seduce me?” I said, “Do you want me to seduce you?” and she said, “Yes” I told her that she had to remove all clothing and make us a bed on the straw. Then I told her to lay down and spread her legs for me. I kept thinking she would back down and tell me to stop, but she didn’t. I unzipped my pants and pulled out my raging erection and I was gushing pre-cum to lubricate the both of us as I slid into her. She gasped, “Your so big, I feel like I am going to split open”. I slowly pushed in her until I could feel my tight balls against her but. It felt great! We both were afraid that she would get pregnant so I slid slowly in and out. She started to work with me moving her hips matching my thrusts. I started to feel like a was going to come in her so I pushed in her hard and froze until the urgency passed without coming.

Her family left the farm and were gone a year or so. I found where they lived and her father needed a job so I convinced my father to rehire him.

Nicky returned to the farm. While away she offered to let her boyfriend Philip play with her and slide in her. He could not get an erection. At another farm she was willing to play with one of the young men as the walked through the corn fields and he took up her offer. However, he was not playing and fully intended to breed her all the way. He removed her cloths and mounted her and started to move fast and hard. She pleaded with him to stop and not come in her as she was not on any birth control and he was not wearing a condom. With sharp thrusts in her he came and came and he was the first to fully take her. Afterwards she was scared and ran home to take a long hot bath hoping it would help her get his scent off her and maybe some of his sperm still swimming inside her looking for her egg to fertilize.

When Nicky and her family moved back it took a long time for me to get her barriers back down as she was not the innocent girl anymore. I was jealous that I was not the first to cum in side of her. We were still afraid of me getting her pregnant and she finally said that if I got condoms she would have sex with me again. Months passed and one day we were out in the barns getting ready to have sex. I had a condom in my back pocket of my jeans. I asked her if she wanted me to wear it and she said no. I asked her if I could ride her faster and harder and she said okay. I slide inside her with her bra off and her sweat shirt slid above her breasts so I could see and feel them as I rode her. I was riding her hard an I could feel the tightening of my balls and the swelling of my penis and I knew I should pull out and not take the real chance of getting her pregnant. Part of me was still jealous that Mike got her first and came inside her. I waited a second to long and I knew without a doubt that everything in me was committed to breed her for the first time. The pressure keep building and I could not bare it any longer when I felt the blessed contractions in my balls as I squired in her over and over. I kept riding her until I was totally drained with nothing left to give her. It felt great as it was the first time I had a climax knowing that I had a chance to get her pregnant. She had tears running down her cheeks as she knew that I could have impregnated her. I was surprise that she cried and kissed the tears away and held her.

We were both scared to death and when she missed her period things got worse. A month later she did get her period.

Time passed and I graduated from College and went back to the farm and my older brother and I purchase the farm. I married Nicky and I finally could ride her without any protection and get her pregnant. I remember that night like it was last night. I put on a condom and started to ride her and pulled out. Without her knowing I took off the condom and slipped back in her as I wanted to see if she could feel the difference. She didn’t say anything was different so I kept riding her until I came and then she knew the difference. That night we conceived our first and only child.

I wish I could say we lived happily ever after. In our case my partner and father died and I fell into a deep depression. Nicky noticed a young new hired hand who was willing to take her to the bars and dance with her. They both had motorcycles and one day they stopped in a secluded area and she allowed him to have her…

She ran off with him and her part of my life ended. It was a big mistake to have had an affair and to marry her. I fell in love with her for a life-time. A few women you will meet will knock your socks off and you will be willing to do anything to love and have them. Be careful when you meet one. I was not and I will pay for a broken heart for a life time.

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