Where it happened: Bathroom
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
I was young and stupid. I had a boyfriend for about 2 weeks- a senior in high school. He wasn’t that attractive, but neither was I so I figured that hr was the best I could do. I thought sex would be a huge bonding moment for us. After all, he said he loved me and wanted to marry me. I forget how we decided on the deed, but I wanted itto be on new years, for the romance. My parents wouldn’t let me go, an I was so upset that my dad let me go over to his house the day after. We watched a movie and his dad fell asleep, and he told me to go into the bathroom, so I did. He followed a few minutes later. It wasn’t very clean, and he told me to sit on the counter. He had no idea how to use a condom and neither did I. After we got it on, we tried with him standing and me sitting on the counter, but our height weren’t compatible. So, he told me to get on the floor. At that time I didn’t want to, but he said it was fine, so I just went with it. He weighed twice as much as I did so there was no point fighting. After a minute, he slid out accidentally and I realized ididbt want to anymore. “ride me or take it in the ass” he said. I told him I was done, he said it again. I got up, he pushed me back down and just did the same thing again. A couple minutes later, the condom broke. He started beating off; I was still in shock. He came an didn’t bother to aim away from me, I told him to be more careful and got super worried about pregnancy. He said sorry and held my hands when I told him I was worried after we cleaned up, but a week later he broke up with me because I told him I wasn’t ready for any more and I want to wait a while. He never bothered to hear the outcome (I didn’t turn out pregnant, but I always wonder wht wouldve happened if I hadnt done the things he told me to do to kill the chances of it).
I regret every moment, every detail. 3 years later, and the idea of sex still makes my head ache and fear to radiate through my body as I start to cry. I honestly think sex is ruined for me.
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