Where it happened: Bedroom
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
well, where do i start? I’d been cruching on C for about a year when i finally asked him out. July was when we started dating and it was only about a few weeks into the releationship when we began showing sexual feelings towards each other (you have to remember while it may be common for some, we were only 14. I remember for the first couple of weeks whenever he moved his hand further down my body i pulled it away, but i remember clearly the time i let him put his hands in my knickers. We were standing alone in his living room, kissing, wrapped in each others arms. i felt one of his hands innocently creep down my back and around my waist. i grabbed him tighter and he slowly felt his way down my knickers. He began to explore and rub my clitoris, it felt so good, i just wanted to explode but i was to nervous to so i pulled his hand away. I think it was about a week later, he asked me if i’d ever thought about what age i’d like to be when i lose my virginity, i answered that it never bothered me, age was never something that mattered. It was just a number, it can’t represent how responsible and mature you are as a person. my mum always said i was the evidence to prove my theory right. So he led me upstairs and kissing turned into everything more. He undid the buttons on my shirt, then undid his belt and took off his top. Reaching round my back to unclip my bra, none of this felt weird to me. It was just a body, mine was very average to me, his though was beautiful. His jawline flowed into his neck and formed perfect muscles covering his chest, making him appear strong, protective and unable to hurt me. he slowly undid my jeans and pulled them off and began foreplay on me. He then began to rub his penis against me and it felt so good. my mind blanked and all i felt was honest pure love. i loved him, he loved me, that was all i knew. He lifted me up onto his bed and he lay looking down at me. we tried for a while but i was just to tight, we have to give up.
“just tell me if i’m rushing things. you know i’m not going to force you into anything you don’t want to do. i know a girl’s first time is meant to be special, to guys it’s just sex. just tell me okay?” he whispered whilst i was curled up against his chest, with his arm around my neck. I loved how caring he was, “i will don’t worry”. I didn’t want to tell him, it would be special with him anyway,but that sounded too cheesy for my liking. i think we tried a couple more times but i remember the time it actaually went in. It was the second day back at school, he came back to mine, while my sister and mum were out for the evening. In my room, kissing turned into touching, and touching turned into more. he pulled me on top of him, pulling my knees up to his chest. slowly it went in, it felt a relief, finally we’d done it. I had no idea what to do. I didn’t want to be on top and in control, i had absoloutely no clue. i prayed for guidance from him. after it went in i cant remember much else. I don’t think i had ‘the amazing orgasm’ associated with sex but something felt good about it. It’s a nice thought that i lost my virginity in my room, surrounded by everything i love, Music, band Posters & gig tickets, my artwork and most of all i shared it with the one boy i truly loved. Who cured my suicidal thoughts and years of self harming. For the first time in my life gave me a real reason to keep my heart beating. After years of faking smiles, he was the one who put a true smile back on my face. made me believe in love, trust, hope and happiness. something i thought i’d lost forever. I am now 15 years old and we have sex at least once a week and i have experienced ‘that amazing orgasm’. it was exactly how they saw it is. i just wanted to scream and lose control. Only my best friends know what i’ve done with C, as i know if i tell, i’ll be called a slag. But i don’t care. i love him, he loves me and i trust him completely. it’s not like i’m 15 and sleeping with a different boy each week.
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