Where it happened: My House
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight
I taught school all my life. A younger man took me to meet a family that had lost a loved one. I was sad, the weather was bad, he walked me to the door. I invited him inside. I put my arms around him and asked him to hug me. He did.
I stated to kiss him, but turned away. He has a wife.
His wife was out of town for three weeks. I invited him over for dinner. After dinner we talked, watched TV, and when he was leaving, I gave him a kiss. Two days later, I invited him over for dinner. He took a rain check for two days later. He came for dinner, the weather was bad.
After dinner we watched TV. I put my arm around him and pulled him to me. I wanted to feel someone close to me, I wanted to feel warm. I tried to kiss him, but her turned away. I held his hand. As I reached for the remote for the TV, I dropped his hand and it fell on my breast. He did not move it for 20 minutes. Then he gave my breast a hug. I turned towards him and we kissed. The next thing I knew, he said that he must go. Two days later, I invited him over for dinner. He came and brought me flowers. We had dinner, he sat on the floor read my poetry and stories. I wanted to have him close to me, so I leaned over his back and pointed out my favorite works.
He got up, acted like he was going to leave, and then sat on the couch. I turned on the TV and pulled his arm around me. I held his hand for 30 minutes. He asked me if I was going to reach for the remote control. I put his hand on my breast. He gave it a hug and started rubbing my nipple. I had never had such a feeling in my life. It was like electricity going to my finger tips. I pulled him to me and gave him a long kiss. He turned to me and said, ” I have lots of experience”. I was somewhat embarrassed by this remark. I wanted him close to me, a desire that I can not explain. I gave him a big kiss, and he put his tongue in my mouth. I thought of diseases that could be comming my way, but he is healthy. I put my tongue in his mouth. My mind focused on this man. The next thing I know, I was on my back, my bra was off, he was sucking my nipples, both in his mouth at the same time. Euphoria was dashing through my body. He was in contol of my body, my mind. I was pulling his head closer to my breasts, he was sucking so hard that it almost hurt. He looked into my eyes. I will never forget that look of lover, passon, luts, sin all in one. He kissed me on the lips, on my breasts, his fingers kneading my breasts like a nursing kitten.
The next thing I “woke up” to was his hand on my private parts. I thought he is so bold. Then his fingers found my sensative spot, he was sucking on my nipples, I was so euphoric that I was not fully awake. The next thing I knew, I was being led to the bed room. I was totally under his control. I was mesmerized by him, I wanted him close to me. He helped me take off my cloths, and I found that I was helping him do the same. I was shocked that I was not embarrassed by being nude.
I had never seen a man in a sexual way before. His penis was big. It looked like my lower arm. I was thinking about this when he started to kiss me. I pull him close to me and we found our way to the bed. I wanted to cover up, I was under the covers with this fellow. Having him close to me, the warmth of his body, and then he stated kissing me on the ear lobe, my neck, my breasts. Then he started sucking my nipples, and feeling my private parts.
At first, I squeezed my legs together on his hand. But, I found that my legs were becoming like jelly. My body was being shocked with euphoria coming from my breasts and private parts. His penis was hard and pressed aginst my body. He penis was the warmest part of his body. How long this went on, I do not know.
I was conscious to his body on top of mine. I wanted him close to me. His penis was aginst my private parts. It was so big, I was being pulled apart. My thought was that he will trash me forever. I thought of his wife, a woman much smaller than me. I thought if she can take him, I can to. I pulled him to me. I have never felt so much pressure in my life. He started sucking my nipple. I found myself pushing towards him.
The it happend. There was a click. His penis was inside me. I felt immense pressure, I was stretched. He pushed more of his penis into me. I felt him pulse. I did not want his semen in me. I may contract some disease; this was sin. Suddenly I was afarid, I wanted to run, but I had this man on top of me. I started to push him away. He asked what was wrong. He sat back on his knees. I said “I am afraid”. He asked why? I said “you had an accient inside me”. He said “this was no accident”. He rubbed my sides, my breasts, my face cheeks. His hands were rough and it did not feel good. His penis went soft. I said “pull it out”. He said “it is stuck”. It was. I had clamped down on it. The glands was stuck in me. It must have been as big as when it went in. It hurt when he pulled it out.
I could feel his semen coming out. I felt dirty. I got up and went to the bathroom. I had blood tinges semen all over me, even finding its way down my leg. I don’t know how much he put in me, how much was mine, but lots came out.
I found a towel and wraped myself in it. I felt nude. I went back to the bedroom, he was laying on the bed nude. I sat down by him. I said “please forgive me”. This was wrong for both me and you. He placed my hand on his penis. I looked at it, I felt it. It was covered with our bodily fluids. I had never seen a man like this before.
He pulled me to him and started to kiss me. I pulled away. I no longer wanted to be close to him. He became a little physical and pulled me to him and gave me a kiss. He tried to feel my breasts, and my private parts. I pulled away.
I made him take a shower before leaving my place. I wanted to shower with him, but I did not want him close to me.
That night I woke up with a feeling of euphoria. I could feel him inside of me. This went on for a week. Each day I had more desire to feel him close to me. But, I did not see him for over a month. He came over with his boys to help me move some boxes. We did not talk or look at each other.
About 6 months later, his wife told me that she was going with the kids for a 10 day church trip. I asked if I could feed her husband. She said “ok”. We had sex again. This time he went all the way in, this time we did it several times, this time I held him close to ma and let the bed cetch the “runout”. I can feel him inside me for days later.
We have done it may times since. He is a good mentor and lover. I wish I had started having sex when I was young. To have a husband to hold close to me is my dream… . Why was I so devoted to my profession? I want I want to have a baby so bad. But, such will never be.
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