Where it happened: my best friend's house
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
first-off, when i was 13 my best friend was a boy. and i wasnt dating yet. and i got into some trouble and wasnt allowed to go anywhere. so i started sneaking out to see my best friend, who we’ll call Billy. we hung out with mutual friends who were boys And girls.
the nite of my first time:
this was my 2nd time sneaking out ever. i met billy down at a park between my house and his. we walked to his house where we met to hang out with our friends. we got there and were drinking and most people were playing truth or dare, which was my favorite game too. we joined in, and bill’s brother, “jack”, was playing too. he was 19 and had a crush on me for as long as i knew them both.
we were dared, after about an hour, to kiss each other. i had never kissed a boy. and it was awkward, but i let him kiss me, and his tongue felt weird in my throat.
later, we were all watching a movie and everything had winded down. i was sitting next to jack, he wispered to me that he had something to show me. he took me to his room. he closed the door. i asked him what it was he needed to show me. he said he just wanted to get me alone to kiss me again.
i let him at first, then his hands started touch my butt and my breasts. i turned my head away from him and started to resist. i said no. he slammed me against the wall and pinned me. he ripped my shirt off and unzipped his pants. then he threw me on the bed, which was against the oppostite wall, and i hit my head because he threw me so hard. at the time i was 5 foot 3, and 120 pounds. my eyesight went splotchy and i saw spots. then, all i saw was him on top of me. his shirt was off then. and he tried unzipping my jeans. i tried to push him off me, he just slapped me.
he ripped off my jeans and underwear.
then, he entered me. i felt like i was being stabbed down there with a knife. i felt him tear my hymen too. not only did it hurt because i was a virgin, but i had the courage to look at his penis and i could tell he was way too large.
i fought with all the strength i had and he just pinned me down by my neck and used his knees to pin my legs apart.
i turned my head away. the clock said 2:46 am.
the movie was too loud on the surround sound. no one heard me screaming No and Don’t
then i was able to knee him in the stomache. and tried to turn to get away. he pulled me back like it was nothing and entered me from behind, but not in my rear. it was easier for him to control me that way.
he kept wispering things to me like Im lucky to be with him.
he finally finished. he walked out of the room and brought me some of his sisters clothes. he walked to the bed and carressed my facee, i flinched. he said thank you.
the clock said 3:33 am.
i didnt tell anyone about what happened for 6 months. and i didnt want anyone to persue it because i thought it would go away.
but ive realized a lot of things, like the fact that is not true.
and the thing i’m most angry about, is not that i was raped. it’s that my virginity was stolen. most women who are raped already got to give up their virginity.
but i dont get to share that with someone i love.
and that’s the whole story of my first time.
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