Where it happened: my room
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 10
Category: Straight
This girl named Jeanie, I have known her ever since she was born. She lives in the house next to mine and we grew up together. I am two years older than her, I am 17 and she is 15.
For some reason there were not any other kids near our age in our neighborhood, so her and I sort of stayed together growing up. It was like I was her big brother and she was my little sister, because neither one of us had any other brothers and sisters. I did not mind this as she was good company. Lots of little sisters are pests but she was always good fun to be with and we really liked each other a lot.
You know how it is when you are with somebody all the time and see them every day, you do not notice it when they begin changing, or anyway I did not notice when Jeanie began becoming more of a woman than a little girl, I mean growing breasts and her ass beginning to fill out and that sort of thing. I mean she was always just my little sister and you don’t think about your little sister becoming a woman, or I did not.
When this changed was last year when I was 16 and she was 14 and I took her to a birthday party that some girls her age were having. (I had a driver’s license and could drive our car.) As I left her at this party I noticed that some of the other girls, there were about 8 or 10 of them, were kind of sexy, with nice boobs and asses and I got sexy ideas about them.
Then when I came back later to pick Jeanie up and she came running to me I suddenly realized for the first time that SHE LOOKED SEXY TOO. She hugged me and kissed me as she had done hundreds of times before but this time was different. I suddenly realized to my dismay that I WANTED TO FUCK HER. I immediately had the thought that this was wrong and I should not think about it but it would not go away. As I drove her home and she was chattering happily about different things I could not get out of my mind that I had wanted to fuck her, and that damn it, I still did.
For the next several days I was in mental turmoil. I had these arguments with myself. “I want to fuck her.” “But you can’t, she’s like your sister.” “But she isn’t really my sister, so why not?” “But she thinks of you as her big brother.” And so on and on.
This changed the way I acted with Jeanie. She had always been very affectionate, but now I had to sort of keep her at arms length, and not get affectionate in return unless I break down and give in to my animal urges.
Jeanie of course noticed this and was puzzled and hurt by it but I could not tell her why. Until one day when my folks were not home she came up to me in my room, we had always gone freely into each others houses, and she said she had to ask me something.
Then she came right out and asked me what was wrong. Had she done something to make me mad, was I umhappy with her for some reason, didn’t I like her any more?
At that I broke down and said she had done nothing wrong, it was all my fault, and I said when I told her what was the matter she probably would not like me any more.
So then I came right out and said, “I want to fuck you.”
She looked surprised and her face lit up and she said, “You do? You really do?” I said Oh God yes, and it was tearing me apart.
She said, “But I want you to fuck me too. I have wanted it ever since I started having my periods and entered puberty.” (She pronounced it “pubberty.”)
So then she said, “Can we do it right here, right now?” and I said a great big YES, and, well, we did it.
Oh, I forgot to mention that during that time I was having those arguments with myself I had bought a pack of condoms just in cast something happened. So I put on a condom and we had good, safe sex.
It was not real ideal. It hurt her quite a bit, and that made me feel bad, but we carried it out successfully and were both happy to have done it.
Then she said, “I guess I can’t think of you as my big brother any more,” and I said no, and she said, “I know, now you can be my boy friend.”
And so it has been for the last few months. We are in high school together, I am a senior and she is a sophomore, and we go to all the school activities together and a lot of the guys envy me for having such a sexy girl friend.
We do not have sex constantly like some couples I have read about on these pages, just when it is an opportune time. And it has gotten better and better.
Next year I will go off to college and we will be apart for the first time, but I do not think there is any danger of this breaking us apart.
We go back too far together.
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