Where it happened: College Sororiety
Langauge: english
Sex: Male
Rating: 2
Category: Straight
God this is my first home computer and I can’t believe all the crap on the Internet. The most disturbing part are the porn sites. Okay some of those people are just plain desperate and need money. But what they are acting out can’t be beneficial psychologically. Can interupting coitus and ejaculating on a girl’s face while talking in a hateful way be healthy? A long time ago they made pornos about people who actually liked each other. Now, I’m not on a mission and I just got back from two years overseas where you could buy all the cheap young prostitutes you can dream of by the hour, by the week, or anything. I just don’t feel guilty about masturabtion. I also have some serious maculine sensitivity issues and the idea of exploiting desperate females is too upsetting. I think I would become very disturbed.
Hey, the best orgasm I ever had was from lying down on a skate board. Total warm itchy numbing immobilizing pleasure spreading from head to toe – mind blowing! I discovered this by accident when I was about eight years old and couldn’t even ejaculate. So orgasm is indeed separate from reproduction. I’m not a pyschotic so I didn’t tell anybody about what I could do with that skateboard even after I crashed into a car.
Okay, What about my first time.
I found out young that I loved kissing with a girl named Annette and we tried to experiment further but didn’t have any idea what we were doing and stopped after we nearly got caught by her older sister. I ended up being shy and defensive because my parents were very abusive psychotics who fucked around like assholes when they were young and then spent the next 25 years making us feel miserable about it. I say psychotic because my father was very good at getting things he wanted and enjoyed the shallowness of it all. He was well liked and for him sex was something you could get like a pack of cigarettes. My mother was a malevolent because she loved sex too much for her own good. They both died from substance abuse which they kept a secret for years.
I fooled around with a number of worldly trampy bitches who made fun of my virginity. In college I decided to lie to one of them and talked about how I really wanted to have kids. I didn’t want to graduate from college being a virgin. I could have had any number of college girls but was afraid that I would end up liking sex too much for my own good. My mother almost died in a high school car accident because of sex. She didn’t learn. Anyway this bitch – Alison- really did have an attraction to me but for totally psychotic reasons and also made fun of my virginity. She was this class of girl who screws a million times and then wishes she could have virginity back She also didn’t know that I had her number.
So it went like this. I started hanging around with her at the Sororiety house and intiated the whole thing. Unlike other girls she was a lousy kisser which was a death sentence for anything long term. We kept this up and then she showed me what can only described as the world’s best blow job. This was so good it was scary. I mean like WOW! It was good! She would nurse and suck and stroke up to a point where I would writh and moan and explode without warning and then go totally limp while she swallowed every last drop. She wasn’t very responsive otherwise and thus I became more interested in the blow job. She couldn’t cum no matter how many different ways I kissed her vagina. I mean you know you have a problem when you spend a half an hour licking, kissing, and swishing a girls minoral flap and nothing happens. I was getting bored and feeling devalued.
One night she jumped my bones and we fucked. I thought “Gee I’m having sex!”. It was a nice feeling, I started moaning, and came inside her. Girls didn’t shave in those days and I like bush!We did it again and I came inside her again. I never even considered a rubber because I liked cuming inside a girl. I knew it was bad but I couldn’t help it. It’s an animal thing. I was even trying to get into her cervix when I was cuming. After graduation we separated for eight weeks and then got back together again. She lived with her parents who went out a lot. She would call me when they were away and I would stay over. Again, more sex with no rubbers. When I was in graduate school I finally put an stop to this bullshit and she got all pissed off. Virgins aren’t supposed to dump girls even when they tell them to blow off mid-terms.
I went back to my defensive and solitary ways and had a disasterous career as an insurance scientist. The psychotics in the insurance business ate me for lunch. Now that I am old I am glad that I didn’t do anything sexually disasterous. Especially to a needy mother or the unborn. I am also sad that the only people in the world having babies are the sick bastards. I would have benefited from a happy marraige and I met a lot of women who seemed to sense that. Although they never expressed it in a loving way. And besides, once the babies start arriving the sex comes to an end.
Well, I hoped you like my story and I swear on my painful years of chastity it is 100% true.
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