Where it happened: Home
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
I will tell this how I remember it using the words and feelings I felt then. When I was 8 my mom got a new boyfriend named Rob and I got a crush on him. He liked me too and liked to play with me. I don’t know how old he was, maybe 30-35? I loved to cuddle with him and sometimes would pretend to be asleep so he would have to carry me to bed and stuff. I used to look forward to getting a little kiss on my lips from him at bedtime. My mom used to let him babysit me and take me places. Sometimes we would pretend that he was my boyfriend and I was his girlfriend. This was just holding hands and silly stuff and my mom thought it was kind of funny. She would even send us out on a play date to get something at the store. I was in heaven.
Then we started pretending that we were really boyfriend and girlfriend and we had to keep it a secret because he said my mom might be jealous plus he was too old for me and
he would get in trouble if people found out that we were really boyfriend and girlfriend. It was exciting to have this secret with Rob. I loved him and how he held me and cuddled me and stroked my face and hair and stuff. He started giving me backrubs and massages and little kisses when we were alone. I loved it.
When I was 9 a friend told me everything her mom had told her about sex and then my mom told me it was all true. I was totally grossed out but also fascinated with the idea.
I guessed that Rob was having sex with my mom, and my mom told me they were. I asked if they were trying to make a baby but she told me they were just doing it for fun, and
explained that people have sex both to make babies and because it is fun and feels good. I think it made me jealous.
When we were alone I started asking Rob questions about sex stuff and our relationship changed. He explained things and slowly started showing me stuff; like real kissing and
French kissing. I don’t think I had the imagination or daring to understand where all this was leading but Rob was very slow and patient. Every step was exciting for me. He
gave me my first orgasm by massaging my crotch with my underwear on, but it wasn’t long before they were off and he was putting his finger into me. He was gentle and I don’t remember any pain, just excitement. He let me play with his penis a bunch of times and showed me how to make him come so I could see his sperm.
We started playing a game rubbing his penis against my slit that he would do until I had an orgasm and then he would have an orgasm and his sperm would come all over us. That’s when I started to think Rob was going to try to have sex with me. I wasn’t too sure about wanting that. His penis seemed very big (but I was just a little girl and I
think it was probably not that big) and it seemed like his finger just barely fit so I didn’t see how that could go into me. At that point I trusted Rob not only because I loved him but everything had he done to me had felt so good.
One time I was on top of him sliding back and forth and he came but this time he held me still on top of him with the end of his penis pressing against my hole like he was
shooting his sperm into me. My whole weight was on the end of his penis and I felt it starting to go in. I think it did go in some but not very far and we just stayed like that for a minute and he didn’t push it in any farther but then we heard my mom coming home and had to stop right then. So I guess that was my first time sort of.
The next day when there was more time the same thing happened but he kept it in me for a long time pulling it out a little and then pushing it back in and I knew what he was doing trying to have sex with me and my heart was pounding and I know some people say how much it hurt them the first time but I dont remember feeling any pain, just pressure and extreme excitement. He got it in me and came and we cuddled for while, but then told me he should show me what fucking is like. He went and got a bottle of something clear (it was a lubricant I know that now) and put some on the end of his penis and then put a towel on the kitchen table and put me on there and then pushed his penis in me. It didn’t hurt but it shocked me! But not as much as watching and listening to him groaning like an animal and feeling him thrusting his penis in and out of me.
After that for about a year Rob made out with me and did it with me a lot of times in a lot of different places. We thought we were keeping it all a secret but I think now that my mom knew and was too afraid of losing Rob to do anything about it. There were too many times when we almost got caught. I think it was one of those times that caused it to end because my sister and one of her friends walked in on us completely naked doing it and Rob jumped up and got dressed really fast and after that I never saw him
again.
I guess that was OK I guess I was sort of bored with what was happening by then. I have say I don’t think I was hurt or damaged by all this I know maybe there is something abnormal about Rob and what he did but I liked it then and I am in college and have a pretty normal sex life now, I just started things a little early. If there is a good side after a couple of stupid experiences with boys and teenagers I became a lot more discriminating about my partners…
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