Ripping

We have been together now for 3 years and yet it feels like a lifetime. When she looks at me its like I melt. I love the way she smiles at me and then the way she is when she’s mad at me. When she’s mad she never admits to it and she always makes sure that I am ok.She has been unfaithful to me a few times but I still love her. When I say unfaithful she flirted with and kissed a few guys. I hate myself because I hit her once I found out and she couldn’t stop crying. Whenever she looks at me now she feels like she needs to be strong but I still see the fear in her eyes. I apologized and she said it was ok.
One day after we both got home from school we began working on some stuff and then I got mad at her because she said something that was really dumb and that made me really mad. She came over to me and began kissing me and saying she was sorry. She kept pushing and then she cried and that just made me angrier. I began undressing her and before I realized she was naked. Her brown skin shone beautifully and her pale breast outlined. I was now looking at her and I didn’t feel right. She looked up at me and she unbuckled my belt. She had fear in her light brown eyes as her nimble fingers ran over my body. I kissed her roughly and harshly and all the bad things she did came back to me. I reached up and got a condom from the drawer. I rolled it onto me and held her waist and got between her legs. She had that look on her face, she wanted to look strong and ready but she looked scared. I pushed forward and stared as my pale white shaft dipped into her tanned body. I looked into her eyes that got wider as the inches went in. With every inch her lips let out a shriek and her fingers dug into my back. When I began pumping she cried out in pain and it was like I couldn’t hear her. “I trusted you! But you were just friends” I screamed at her as he began pumping furiously. “No…stop…..please ….I love you!” she responded and I just kept going and kissed her to stop her screams. She was crying and she felt so tight. I looked into her eyes as she came, her body shivered and she closed her eyes. I couldn’t stop until I realized what I had done. I had taken her innocence away. I was a monster, she said stop and I kept going. Tears slid down my face and I got off the bed and cried holding my head. “I’m sorry, omg what have I done?” “You just took me, its ok, and I knew you didn’t realize but I was going to give it to you for your birthday next week, its ok” she said. She held my waist and led me to the bed and pushed me on the bed. By now I was so hard. I had waited so long for her that every time I saw her I got hard. She mounted me and I smiled when I saw that her face was scrunched as she tried to straddle me. She looked like she was concentrating; she looked so cute when she was thinking. I smiled as she bobbed up and down on me and the cute sounds she made as my shaft plunged into her. I flipped her around and really made love to her. I went in her slowly as I kissed her and looked into her eyes. At some points she yelled at me to go faster and told me she couldn’t take it. As her orgasm came she said “I lo—ve …you” as her body vibrated. I knew she could now take me, I was still in her and as I filled her, she smiled. I’m on the pill, its ok. She kissed me and we stayed locked together for the rest of the night until I wasn’t hard anymore. We even fucked in the shower when she was cleaning up to go home and the best was in the car where she straddled me. We’re still together. I remember when I asked her how our first time felt. She told me that I’m lucky she loved me because it felt like I was ripping her apart at first. Then she smiled and said that she loved it! It brought us closer together.

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