Where it happened: At a park in the Apartment Complex
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
Well this isn’t really about a sexual experience but about what was to be my first time (which has yet to happen). It’s a caustionary tale.
It all started when my nice came over to spend the weekend a month before my 18th birthday. My mom, her boyfriend, and me lived in an apartment complex in the middle of Warren, Michigan, where you could just see the Renaissance Center down in Detroit. She brought a friend with her that she wanted to introduce me to. Her friend, Susan, was only 13 but she was fully developed physically and said to be very sexually experienced.
When they arrived it was obvious that Susan was very attractive. However, her most notable assets–her enormous breasts–were covered by a bulky sweater. This turned out to be a good thing as I wasn’t distracted by her bod to much so I was able to talk to her and get to know her a bit. After some hours talking in my room with my nice and her I decided I liked Susan, enough that I would consider her girlfriend material. Only that wasn’t to be because in 3 weeks I was to turn 18 and thus become an adult to her minor.
Later that night she came into my bedroom to get something. This was after she had taken a shower and put on a T-shirt. My mouth dropped open. Her form fully revealed was the thing of pornographic dreams. As the weekend progressed me and Susan developed a repore and I believed me had made a romantic conection of sorts. Thus I was fully infatuated.
It was decided that the two girls would spend the next weekend at my family’s place.
It was almost completely unspoken but it was secretly agreed that I was to loose it to Susan on that upcoming weekend. I was excited, my older brother was excited, and even my niece was excited. I was finely going to loose my virginity. My older brother Marty got even me a condom in preperation.
The weekend came and I was about to burst. First though the girls had to go out to a skating rink. When they got back we all started playing cards. I can’t remember where my mom was at the time but my brother Marty was present, as was my brother-in-law Earnie, my nice Chrissy, Susan, and of course me. Marty was around 31 and Earnie was 22, so adults where present. So was booze. But only Marty and Earnie wer drinking.
My attention was of course on Susan most of the time but I tried not to be to distracted. We were all having a fun time. Chrissy got tired and crashed on the couch. The booze was running low so Earnie suggested we go to the big middle (a park in the back of the complex surrounded by parking spaces) to where his car was parked to get some beer he had stashed there. So, with Chrissy fast asleep, we headed off to Earnie’s junker (it was getting around midnight).
I still wasn’t sure how it was all to go down. I just figured the guys would leave the two of us alone, maybe at the car or something, and history would be made.
We get there and Earnie (already smashed) pulls a six pack of bottles out of the car and hands them around (to everyone but me who didn’t drink, and thank God I didn’t). This would make for Susan’s first drink of the evening. So we settled down for some more bullshitting from all–Marty and me standing, Earnie leaning up against the car, and Susan sitting suggestively on the hood of the car.
By the time Susan had reached her 2nd beer she was smashed. There was a lot of funny stories and goofball moments from all of us as we got to know each other.
Then Marty pulls me over to the side and explains to me how it’s supposed to go down. First me, then Marty, then Earnie. That’s right, we were going to chain fuck Susan. This of course is not the way I saw loosing my virginity. Not this way, not as part of a group sex thing. It was all supposed to be about the connection between me and Susan. A romantic conection. My blood just ran cold.
It was only going to get worse.
Not long after the plan was made clear to me Susan started talking about her sordid sexual past and eventually mentioned the guy she fucked in the bathroom of the skating rink earlier that night. It was at this point that my heart sunk. There was no romantic connection between me and Susan, there was no conection at all. I was to be just another lay for her. No emotion, no love, nothing. It didn’t matter how friendly Susan was or how sexy she looked as she was spreading her body on the hood, there was no way. You couldn’t of turned me off more if you poured a pitcher of ice water down my crotch. I took Marty over and told him I wanted nothing to do with this slut. When I did that I didn’t even relize that I had just stopped the gang rape of a 13-yearold child.
We went back to the apartment and Chrissy woke up. By morning (just a couple of hours after we came back) Chrissy and Susan walked back to that park to have a talk. There Susan puked her guts out alon g with all the gory details. My mom wasn’t happy, I wasn’t happy, my brother was disapointed in me, and Chrissy was pist about the whole thing. So it was decided that Susan was no longer to come over.
I still talked to her on the phone after that but that disapointing night was rarely mentioned. She apologized senscearly a few times and was worried that I would look down on her as a slut or something. I just said I ws disapointed. Later I moved to Wyoming with my mom and didn’t see Susan again until I went back for my dad’s funeral. In the years after I refused her Susan went on to do porn on the inernet and become a fairly independant woman. She is now an established photogrpher in Chicago and her work is amazing.
A few years back a therapist told me that I had stopped a rape. I had never thought of it that way. I was the one that felt vulnerable. I never realized I had done something good.
And as for me, well, I’m still a virgin and still struggeling to get somewhere.
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