Where it happened: My b/f's apartment
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 4
Category: Straight
I never thought I’d actually get the chance to write a real story on here. I’ve been coming to this page for over a year reading and wondering what my first time would be like. 🙂 Well, I can now write on here in a legitimite way. I have a story titled Mario and it’s about a guy over in Belgium i was previously saving myself for. Well, three night’s ago: I broke that promise. November 19th 1997 is a night I will never forget. Prior to deciding this I took load’s of time thinking and going over the consequences. See, I’ve had this b/f for almost 6 months now and i love him dearly. However, trusting people is not my specialty. I think this is what’s kept me from engaging in the activity far before now. And I’d better get to the actual story before i have a novel on here! Well..this particular night i had gone over to his house after college because it lasted till 10pm. Deciding to do something kinky I took my dad’s videocamera over there and we made a little tape of him going down on me and vs. versa. Even adding 69 on the end. I am fairly new to all of this so it still makes me pretty nervous. After finishing that we took a break to watch the tape. I believe this made both of us really horny ( I know it did me!) and we went back to his bed and continued making out and the such. Me, not thinking asked if he wanted to try something we had only done once before. That is: him putting on a condom and both being naked and acting like we were doing it without really “doing it” Well, in the process i was so wet he kept slipping down and I had to keep stopping him before it slipped in. I could see he was fairly irritated/frusterated with this because he couldn’t see what he was doing wrong. Then, as I sat there thinking about going all the way he said two simple words “Can I?” This sent my mind into a fury of thought in trying to make that crucial desision. All parts of me wanted to so I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, wished for the best and said yes. I felt him reach down to put it in and I thought of this page. All of the stories put on here by other people and how i had read that it would hurt at first but then the pain subdued. The next sound from me was a gasp as I felt a ripping pain soar through my body. As he began slowly moving in and out he asked how I felt and if it was o.k. My mind was in a blur here and the only thing I could say was yes. Every sensation in my body was alert at this moment. The reacurring thought “I’m not a virgin anymore.” kept repeating itself over and over in my mind. Nothing can compare to that feeling of knowing you’ve finally accomplished that. Through the whole thing i think the only words spoken were “I love you.” As the speed worked up I couldn’t help but to loss conciousness of the outside world. The only thing that mattered right then was my b/f on top of me feeling his arms tighten around my body as he held me close. This whole thing lasted about 45 minutes and I began getting really sore and had to tell him to stop. Neither one of us had climaxed but i really didn’t think it mattered. After a few minutes we made love again. And once again the next morning. It was a night that will remain etched in my mind forever. It’s only been three day’s since then and I keep questioning weather this was the right thing to do. Being a solid believer in waiting till marraige I do feel a little guilty at myself. However, when I think back to that night and the feeling’s I have for my b/f, I beleive it is all worth it. I will always be here for him and no matter what happens I’ll always owe gratitude to him for making my first time the best ever!
Quote: Making love is an expression of passion, it does not create love.
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