My first time was the most wonderful experience. It was with one of my best friends. He and I have feelings for each other but we don’t live in the same city so its basically impossible for us to be together at the moment, but we shared one unbelievable night. I had previously never expected much because we all know that its usually not particularly good for most girls the first time. But I swear, mine was almost straight out of a romance novel. We went out first and had dinner together and coffee, then we spent a long time walking around the city, I felt so safe just being in his arms, we were so comfortable together. Afterwards we went home and he was getting ready to sleep on the floor. We were laying there in the dark and I don’t remember how but somehow we ended up lying in bed together. We were laying there just holding each other silently for ages. Then he whispered in my ear that he wanted me so badly. My heart skipped slightly, I was nervous and confused. I knew that he was leaving the next day and I knew that I couldn’t commit myself to a long distance relationship because its simply too painful. But everything felt so good that I decided then to enjoy whatever I could have with him and to hell with the rest of the world. He was holding me and whispering in my ear. He asked me what I would do if he tried to kiss me. I just shrugged my shoulders, I didn’t know how to answer, I wanted to be with him so much. I was torn, I didn’t know what to do, on one hand I wanted to do it and be closer to him than I have with anyone else and on the other hand I knew we couldn’t be together the way we wanted to be. Anyway, he kissed me and I didn’t resist. I felt like I was melting inside with the way his hands were caressing me, his fingers driving me wild. I was slightly self conscious, when we were naked, he wanted to switch the bedside lamp on but I wouldn’t let him. I couldn’t even bring myself to look while he was putting a condom on. But then he was so patient with me, warming me up, making me feel good. It was slightly painful in the beginning, I won’t deny that, and it took a while because my body wasn’t used to it. But eventually the pain subsided and it started to feel good. It all came so naturally, the rhythm, the feeling. He was so gentle, and I thank him for that. Towards the end I almost lost control, I felt like I was floating, melting, exploding, on fire all at once. It was almost unbearable but it kept going on and on. I was sweating and shaking so much. Nothing beats the feeling of warm flesh pressed against your skin while you’re burning inside. I guess I was one of the lucky ones and I wish more girls could’ve experienced what I did with such a gentle, caring man. We’re still really good friends and we still have feelings for each other. Right now we are leading separate lives, but who knows what may happen in the future. I’m glad to have found someone so special and no matter the pain of the separation, I don’t regret a minute of what I had with him and what we shared together.
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