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being in loved n being used

Age when it happend: 15
Where it happened: at a friends house
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight

i had been waiting along time to loose my virginity. i didnt have a boyfriend at the time and latly i had been hooking up with heaps and heaps of guys but only getting with eachotha! then one night when i was babysitting my friend katherine called me up she was at a party she was passing the phone around and i was talking to all these guys then i talked to angus. i had met him once before and i had wanted to get with him for ages but he never wanted to get with me! any wayz i gave him my fone number and he called me up we were talking and he was soo sweet and nice he kinda new that i wanted to have sex with him, so he asked what i was doing on tuesday nite i said i was doing nothing since it was a school nite. and he asked me if i wanted to do something with him i said yes and we organised that he would go to my friend lisas house! me n katherine had planned that we were going to loose our virginity at the same time soo she invited a guy she liked around! well before they came around we got drunk and stoned to get some of the nerves away! they went to lisas house and they both got drunk and stoned as well. we went to the bedroom and we were making out and stuff but he didnt really make a move on me to have sex coz he new i was a virgin but i said i wanted to have sex and he laughed but he said yes! so i took my pants and undies of but left my top on and he took his top and pants off but left his boxers on he put a condom on then we were just kissing for awhile then he put his penis on my stomach i wasnt sure what he was doing and i was wondering if mayby he thought it was in me. but he knew it wasnt he tried to put it in it was hard for him but he got it in and it hurt!!!!!!!!!!! sooo much but i kinda got used it ! we were doin it for awhile but he didnt cum so we had a break and did it again we kept doin this for awhile coz he got tired and he couldnt cum coz he was stoned! but at then end he started doing it really fast and it was really weird! he never came but he licked me out i didnt really like it it was shit! we had sex at another house aswell that nite. my friend was lucky she didnt loose her virginity coz he couldnt get it up. but the guy i ad sex with moved away the next day forever and then i found out the only reason he had sex with me was coz he was moving he wanted one last root before he went and he didnt even find me attractive i do regret it in some ways but atleast he was realy sweet to me on the nite asking if i was alrite! it was never what i imagined and no matter how nice you make the room look and how many candles etc you have it doesnt make it any different for the first time coz its hard and awkward and all i was thinking was i wish he would come soon coz i was hurting soo bad i didnt bleed and i dont no why but i know that im not having sex again till i find some that respects me not wether im going to be an easy root! SO MAKE SURE YOU HAVE KNOWN THE PERSON YOU HAVE SEX WITH FOR THE FIRST TIME YOU HAVE KNOWN REALLY WELL FOR ATLEAST A MONTH. ps it gets really really sweaty and hot doing it so i wouldnt bother putting make up on coz it will just run off! i miss angus and i did really like him he stole my virginity of me and i will never get ova him!

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