Hi! My name is Zoe and I am 15 years old. I was 13 years old when I lost my virginity. I don’t regret it. Yes, I agree with most girl the pain was horrible. It hurt so bad. I knew that it would but i had to get it over and done with sooner or later. My boy friend at the time was 15. He was 2 years older then me. I really wanted to do it, so did I. My mum was in bed asleep( my dad died of cancer when i was 11). Corbin(My boyfriend, rang me on my cell( mobile) phone. He said that he was out side my house. I didn’t believe him but when i looked out the window who was there but him. He had light brown “emo styled hair” and big brown eyes. He had a muscular body and was tanned. Boy Golly did i love him! I opened the door and immedietly told him to be quiet. We watched a few movies down stairs and practiced hiding if my mom came down stairs. I knew what he came for. I spent my time thinking about it. Picturing it in my head. All these thoughts. “Is that the only thing that he wants?” that question ran threw my head over and over. But i was going to do it. He was sitting next to me in his jeans. He had a huge bulge there (if you get my drift!) I placed my hand lightly on his leg. He looked at my hand and then looked at me. He got it! I smiled at him and he smiled at me. He lent over. pressed his lips on mine and gave me the most passionate kiss he ever gave me in his life. rubbed his leg. He rubbed my slender thigh. He tickled me as he lightly slid his hands up my skirt. He was rock hard (ALREADY!!!) I told him to be gentle. He promised he would and to stop when ever tell him to. I promised the same to him. He gently slid into me. I was soaking wet. But i was crying about the pain. He stopped. He hugged me and kissed me and stroked my face and comfortade me in any way possible. “do you want me to stop?” he asked. I was touched how concerned he was. I told him not to. The second time we tried it didn’t hurt at all. Yes, It was a tight squeeze but it still made me and him Cum!!! That was the most mermorable night of my life. It changed my life. Not because I became a non virgin. But because it got me pregnant. Telling Corbin was the hardest thing to diside. But it was his baby to. Corbin froze when i told him. I asked him what he wanted to do? I was deffo keeping the baby but i wanted to know if he wanted to have anything to do with it. He said that it wasn’t his and that i was cheating on him. I tried to explain that it wasn’t true and that he was the only person i had ever had sex with but he wouldn’t believe it. Because girls of the world out there. I never used to believe my mum saying that men always lie and that you can never rely on them. she used to say that they make half the mess but make us women clean up there half as well . but i never took it seriously. I now have a 2 year old son called Charlie (my dads name) He has his fathers big brown heart breaker eyes. I still love Corbin. Now that he’s grown up a little he has learnt to eccept the fact that he has a son out there. He lives in the USA now. I’m still stuck here in the UK with no life ahead of me. He sends post cards now and then. And birthday cards for little Charlie. I feel like i still love him. I miss him. I have only had sex once. and that was my first time with Corbin. I got something good out of it. A beautiful Son.
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