My 1st

I was in college, and had met the most WONDERFUL guy. He was a big boy, but terribly sweet and I fell for him quickly. Our first date I gave him his very first kiss. I wanted to marry this guy. After a wonderful month and 3 days after him telling me he loved me (first time a guy had EVER said that to me), he dumped me. He had psychiatric problems (still does to this day) and needs help, but refuses to get it. From January to April was spent with me trying to get him back. We would try to get back together, and then he changed his mind. We were talking on the phone one night when it all started. He told me he had always thought his first time would be with me. I was defenseless. Next thing I know, I’m driving to the local Comfort Inn with him in the passenger seat. We settled into the room and he retreated to the shower. I had the devilish thought of joining him, but DAMN, he’d locked the door. Ah well. He came to bed and we resumed our usual kissing and cuddling we’d so often done. Next thing I
knew, clothes were on the floor. We were kissing, touching everywhere…it felt great! He doesn’t have a large penis, but I wasn’t built for one, so that was cool. He got scared when I saw him naked, cuz he’s a big boy, but hey, i’m no pixie either, so I was cool with it. We talked and we both agreed that this did not mean we were getting back together. DAMN, another thought thwarted. We resumed our play with him whispering in my ear that he loved me and next thing I knew, I was actually having sex! It was kind of a funny thought. He never came in me and it was fumbling and awkward, but that was cool. It would have been nice to lose my virginity to a non-virgin, so at least ONE of us would have know what we were doing…lol…but ah well. I finished him off with my hand and yelled in shock when he came cuz it was like a geyser. I said it too…”Oh my god, you’re like a geyser!” We both laughed about that a few minutes later. We slept in the bed that night all cuddled up, but unfortunately clothed, as he was
self concious about his body. We slept together a few more times after that and got more skilled. wink I got good and blow jobs and he got good at oral. He came in me for the first time and I was went down on by a guy for the first time in my life. I can’t live without that now. wink Names were moaned many times.

I have fond memories of him, as he did give me a LOT of self-esteem I didn’t have and truly loved me. He still does to this day. I’ve dated one guy since him and I slept with him, but it wasn’t as loving, I don’t think. After breaking up with the guy I slept with, I did end up sleeping with my first once again on the last night of college and it was GOOD. We’d both learned from each other and someone else…lol.

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