ok, i had lots of sexual experiences before this but i always stopped short of intercourse. you see, i dated mostly much older men, my first boyfriend 4 when i so although i was into the lolita/pedophile thing, i didn’t ever want to get used or to lose my virginity. i was saving it for when i really fell for someone, which just didn’t happen. then0, i met this guy, he 0, not too old, and he was a real troubled artist type, i was so hooked by him. we dated for months and fooled around plenty, but he was hesitant to fuck me…to this day he says he didn’t want to take advantage of me, i know now though, he wanted me to beg for it. and i did. one day we were touching each other and he was fingering me and pinching my breasts and kissing my face, and i just couldn’t stand it any longer, i begged him to fuck me, to really fuck me. he was really excited and he was a bit weirded out, but he did it, he very slowly put the head of his penis to my labia, and lightly rubbed against me, i begged him some more, and he pushed the head in to me a tiny bit. i was so afraid but eager too. i just looked at him and he slowly entered me. even with all of that (abouts!) of foreplay, it hurt! and i could feel my hymen tearing, too, it was so incredibly primal and sexy, i began to pulse and come and he barely got a dozen strokes in before he came too. after, we just lay there, he didn’t hold me or say a word, i got up and showered and dressed for work and left. he seemed to be in shock. we stayed together about a year longer, he left his wife and kid (another saga) and then i left him and married someone else. guess what? last year we got back together after s apart! and the sex is even better, he’s definitely the best lover in the world, and we have incredible sex, and remembering that he was my first makes everything even more delicious.
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