My first time was with a guy that I grew up with. His cousin lived next door to me and we had been friends forever. We started messing around when I (we never dated) and he had been asking me to have sex with him the whole time. Finally, afters, I decided I was ready.
It happened on the day of his cousin’s son’s christening. We were at the party and he left to go home and get changed to go out with his friends later. As I was sitting at the party, I started thinking how much I really wanted him. (He looked so good all dressed up for the christening!) My parents were away so I tried to come up with some plan to get him to my house. So I said I had a headache and that I was going home to take some aspirin and lay down for a little bit.
As soon as I got in the door, I called his house and told him to come over. He said “Why?”, I said “Just come over!” He was afraid people at the party would think something was up because we both left around the same time. (A lot of people in both of our families and our friends thought something was up between us even though we never told anyone.) I told him about my headache story and I said we could just go back to the party at different times.
He said OK and came right over. He had to sneak in the back door so no one at the party would see him coming in.
We went up to my room and got undressed. It was actually so methodical and pretty boring. Thankfully my sex life was not defined by that moment or else it would have been a really sad life for me!!! I remember thinking while we were having sex that it was not all that I expected it to be. I couldn’t wait for it to be over. Then all of the sudden he pulled out and started saying I must not be a virgin because I wasn’t bleeding (funny how naive you can be when you are young). Then even more naively he said “We can’t do this, if you’re not a virgin, you could get pregnant.” I told him “I am a virgin, I swear” but I was fine with stopping anyway because it wasn’t that good so I went along with him. Besides we weren’t using a condom and so I started to get panicky about getting pregnant.
We both got dressed and figured out how we would go back to the party. I went to my best friend’s house to kill some time and he went right back to the party. After a little while I went back and the first person I saw was his mom. I felt like she could see it written all over my face. Then she turns around and laughing said something about us two disappearing together in front of the whole family. She was laughing and joking, but I think she knew why we both left around the same time. I was so embarrassed I could have died!!!
Anyway, the guy and I kept having sex fors after that (and we STILL never dated!). Things got much better than they were our first time. Finally we gave it up though and went our separate ways.
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