I had allready had boyfriends, but I never wanted to do more than kissing and huging. This one was named Guillaume and I was totally crazy about him. He was my age, very good looking and not a virgin anymoreI thought our story would last my whole life!!!
So he tried to convince me, and he did convince me, as he really wanted to have sex with me. He said he loved me and it was very nice and very important for us. Then he put a condom on, asked me to be on the top and to do it on my own! Not only was it really painful, but I felt stupid at this time. I bleaded a lot and had absolutely no pleasure. he came, rested and we had sex again. It was still very very painful and I cried a lot. He became nasty and told me not to act like a baby. Actually I bleaded for nearly a week… The next day, I woke up in his bed, full of blood and pain, and he told me he wanted to break up cos I had no personnality. So he had actually used me and could dump me… I felt dirty and awful. I regreted it soo much! Even now that I have a great boyfriend and that I enjoy sex with him, I still regret it. He really made me have a big depressions and feel terribly bad. I think that every girl should be more careful than me about their first time. Wait till you really know the one you love, make sure he loves U and your first time will really be nice…!
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