My first time was very sweet. He and I had been friends for
a long time before we started to see each other. One day at
work, he just leaned over and kissed me. After that we were
just sort of a couple. I have had bad luck with guys in the
past and I was his first girlfriend, so you’d think we’d be
shy and take things slowly. In fact, I had been planning on
waiting until marriage so my first time would be special.
But right from the start sex was an issue. We both wanted to
right away but I couldn’t, I didn’t want him to get freaked
out and break up with me the next day. We had only been
together a week and a half when his parents went away for
the weekend. (Of course I stayed with him while they were
gone). That night we were making out and I knew that it was
going to be then. He asked if I wanted to and I said yes,
although I was so nervous that I was shaking a little. I
hoped he wouldn’t notice, but when he was putting on the
condom I could see that he was shaking too. He told me then
that it was cause he was cold but months later he admitted
that it was because he was so nervous. When he started to
put it in it hurt so bad! He asked if I was ok and I said
that I was, I wanted to keep going despite the pain. He
went so slowly and gently and I love him so much for that
because he made it as easy for me as he could. After he was
all the way in it didn’t hurt so bad so I told him that
he could go faster so it would feel good for him. Afterwards
we layed in bed,he put his arms around me and we fell
asleep. It was that night that I knew I loved him, even
though I didn’t tell him for a while. The next morning he
made me breakfast and ever since he’s been a total
sweetheart. I love him very much and I hope we’ll always be
together, and I know that no matter what happens between us
I’ll never regret letting him be my first.
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