I was s old and the last virgin in the group I ran with. I can remember it like it was yesterday. His name was Richard 20 years old not very good looking but I thought he was sweet, and being an older man really turned me on. I always thought my first time would be so special. Like I had seen in the movies, not even close. A group of us was just hanging out one night like we had been for about three nights in a row, me and him seem to always end up together talking and playing around. Well on this night after about an hour of just hanging around he asked if I would like to go for a walk just the two of us, I was all for it. I wanted to be alone with him. After walking around for about 30 mins. we ended up at a park close to my house. We talked til 3 in the morning, I never really did act like a kid or teen I kinda grew up faster than most people so we had alot to talk about. Well out of no where he put his arm around me and asked me if I was cold. I wasn’t but I told him yes, just for he would leave his arm around me. Well out of no where he told me he was falling ” in love ” with me. Well I was a heavy set teen and this made me the happiest person alive at that moment. I was almost in tears cause that was the first time a MAN had told me that. I had boys my age say it, but I knew they didn’t. But when those words came out of his mouth, I could have died at that moment a happy person. Well we talked a little longer and the next thing I knew we were hugging then kissing. By this time it was around 5am and the sun would be coming up soon. And I guess he had it all planned out cause the next thing I knew he was sucking on my breast. At first I was shocked, then I found myself really enjoying it. I wanted more, I wanted him all over me. But I didn’t know what to do. I and the first time I had went that far with anyone. Well he started telling me he wanted me, he wanted us to be together. I didn’t know what to say, or do for that fact. I felt his hand going up my shorts. This really turned me on, I had never felt this feeling before. As he put his finger inside me, I was lost. But all I knew at that moment is I wanted him. And I didn’t have to wait long cause he pulled me on top of him and took off my shorts. The next thing I knew we were going at it on the pinic table at the park. I will always remember that day, it was the day I lost my all respect for my self, like a part of me died. I was no longer a child. And I lost my virginity and respect for my self all for about 30mins worth of, well whatever you want to call it. After that morning I never saw him again, I found out later he had a girlfriend in another state and moved to be with her. I can’t blame him, I had a mouth and could of said no. But I didn’t. I wanted to see what everybody was talking about. I could of waited it wasn’t all that! But anyway that was my first time.
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