Where it happened: My room at College
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 1
Category: Straight
I am sharing this story to hopefully let those who read it walk away and not make the same mistakes that I did. Let me first tell you about myself. I am very athletic and workout a lot but very shy around girls. I was always scared to date and only did with one girl in highschool and that quickly faded. So I was very naive about sex and life. When I turned 21 I started going to the bars and become more outgoing. I quickly became the center of attention with girls and I loved the attention. All those years of lifting weight have paid off and girls would come up to me and ask to squeeze my arms etc.. I had girls asking me to dance with them left and right. My friends nicked named me the Pimp because so many girls would come up to me etc..I then started seeing a girl for quite some time. We always messed around but never had sex. She knew I was a virgin and knew I was not ready for sex. We never talked about it either. I had my first BJ from her. A few months later we broke up and then got back togather then I broke it off because I knew she was keeping stuff from me. I was worried what she was hidding from me. So we broke up. Well it turns out that later a few weeks at the bar I got very drunck and brough home a girl I barely knew and had sex the first time. It happened so fast we did’nt have time or think to use a condom. After that I was a mess and was worring about STD’s and HIV etc.. That is one of the main reasons I waited because I was affriad. So I called the girl and found out that her Ex-boyfriend cheated on her and slept around with a lot of girls. She was laughing at me because I was so affriad about STD’s and HIV. She said she did’nt have anything but was never tested. So I thought my life was over. I could not live with a STD. If I had HIV I knew I could not live and I seriously thought about killing myself. I quickly made an appointment to get tested for STD’s. IT was a horrible experience and I was a mess. I got the test on my birthday none the less too. I could not imagine feeling any worst. It took two weeks to get the tests back and it was the longest two weeks of my life. I ended up sleeping with her a lot more and I always felt bad about it because I did not really care about her or love her. I made her go get tested for HIV and she was hesitant because she knew her boyfriend was a drug dealer and user. A week later she found out that she was ok and I felt sooooooo much better knowing that I would not dIE. This is some serious shit and sex is not worth dying over especially with someone you don’t love. My advice is never have sex without a condom and always make sure your partner has been checked. I take it very seriously now and will never have sex with someone I don’t love again. So my first time was not special it sucked and almost killed me emotionally. Take my advice wait you will cause yourself less problems. It will also be a hell of a lot better when you love the person.
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