Where it happened: His Dorm Room
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
I moved from Texas to attend college in Washington DC three years ago. I had to get out of that place, my father was suffocating me, and I needed my freedom. I ended up finding an “internet friend”, who I will name John. We were both from Texas, but both studying at different universities. We decided to use this as a commonality, and met. The first night we met, it was raining horribly outside, so we stayed inside his dorm room and watched TV. We ended up making out that evening. I remember feeling his hardness while he was on top of me. I had never made out with anyone, or even had a real boyfriend in high school, I was always so shy. The second time we got together, I made it clear to him that I was not going to lose my virginity to him. He said he would respect my wishes, but of course he didn’t. One month after we we had been “dating” he took my virginity away. He said that if we did anal sex I would still be a virgin. He “tried” to proceed with this act, but “missed” and got the wrong hole. I told him, “get it out, get it out, it hurts, it hurts”, but he wouldn’t listen. He kept doing it until he came all over my body. People may say, “Why did you stay with him?” But i dont know why i did. I know he used me, for the six months we were together, purely for sex. I was his cum making machine, and that is all I was to him. I loved him (or so I thought) and stayed with him when I knew he never had any feelings for me. It’s now two years later. I hoped and prayed I would never see him again, but this past Xmas holiday, we were both on the same damn flight back to Texas. I tried to ignore him, but he came up to me, hugged me, and asked how I was doing. He even said to me that he had been trying to get in touch with me for all this time. I left it at that, for I have now been in a healthy and stable relationship of a little over than a year. This man is older than me, 36 years old…but he treats me in the ways I have never been treated before…and with him…I have learned what making love is, and not just “having sex”. I still think about John every now and then. Him and I attend the same university now, I have just had the pleasure of not bumping into him quite yet. I hope he never has another erection again, but other than that, I wish the best for him.
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