Where it happened: My Bedroom
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 3
Category: Straight
My first time should have been special . The girls name was Kelly . She and I had only dated a few times . She lived far away and I didn’t get to see her often . One afternoon she came over with a friend to meet a friend of mine . All I had ever seen of women were my Dad’s magazines . Those magazines or sex education in school never prepared me for the real encounter . We left our friends locked outside my room . My parents were at work and had no fear of them interupting what might happen . I kissed Kelly and happily she kissed back . I undressed her totally and was not prepared for the next actions that I now regret . It was awkard at best for both of us . I penetrated her easily , even though she was a virgin also . I was so nervous , I was getting ill and shaking . After 30 seconds , I left the room and masterbated into the toilet . She left shortly after . It was at that moment I realised I didn’t love her , even a little bit . I had wanted not to be a virgin because of pornography instilled fantasy and fear of being seen as a virgin wimp . After many girls later , I found what I thought was love and proved to be an 18 yr old male infatuated with a pornlike blonde vixen . She broke my heart and stomped on it . Later on I finally found TRUE love and marriage to a beautiful , caring , sensual woman, and perfect lover . I only wish I would have waited and saved myself . Sex without life long love and commitment only brought disapointment . Hence my title ……….
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