Where it happened: Girls bedroom at college
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 2
Category: Straight
I had only ever kissed on other girl and I was so shy that I never had the nerve to go another farther than french kissing and feeling her up, but boy was I a moron looking back this girl was sooooooo pretty and I could have gotten her to do anything. That was in high school after that we broke up and I hurt bye her since she was really my first girlfriend so I did’nt date or want to even bother with girls again until my junior year in college. My biggest problem is that I am really shy around girls I never talk to girls at parties or anything I just stay around with my close friends and that’s it, too shy too meet anyone new. Finally, I realized that this girl liked me who lived by me in college. She was very pretty and my friends even said she was beutiful we went out to dinner a few times and after that I was dissapointed, I felt we did’nt have anything in common and really could not talk about much it was akward. So I felt that was gonna be the end of it. Well a few weeks went past and we wrote each other in e-mail and seemed to hit it off more that way.Oh yeah, she would come over to my house every now and then and I got so mad at myself cause i could not get up the nerve to kiss her I figured she would think i was a dork and just forget about me. a week later it was her birthday and she had a big party and we both got really drunk. I gave her a card and we went up to her room to read it there she really liked it and then she looked into my eyes and I began kissing her it was great. Later that night we could not keep our hands off each other and we were into some heavy make out sessions right in front of other people at the party in fact. Then everyone was getting ready to leave and she asked me if I wanted to say (yes I am the the dumbest guy in the work but I said no i better get going, i swear i said this my roommates made fun of me for mounths afterwards) she asked me again but I was too affraid i was worried what would happpen i did’nt know if she wanted to have sex or what. A nother week passed and a another party went bye and again we both got really drunk. We started going at it down stairs and was lying on the floor and I was sitting on her couch and then got up to kiss me and we began to make out. she then strattled me and got on top of me. I then put my hands under her shirt to touch and play with her breasts she had already taken her bra off. That really got her going. She grabbed my hand and said lets go up to my room, so we did. As soon as she got up there she took her shirt off and I took mine off too we began to dry fuck and she even got on top of me and wrote me for a while, that was the best, then she ripped down my pants and gave me a blow job, it was not very good because I was so drunk i could not feel anything or cum. I tried to get her pants off but could not so i stopped so then she took her pants off and was in panties, we dry humped some more and I could stay hard but no way could I cum. I asked her if she wanted to “do it” but she was on her period so after some more messing around we finished and I went home. We hooked up a few times more but then we decided that we just are two differnent people who really don’t go togather. I was hurt but now i realized that I was a good looking guy who lifted weights and had a awesome body –(her words) so I could have almost any girl i wanted. I do really care about this girl and I learned I am not mentally ready for sex and just cause some people think everyone else is doing it does not mean I am ready, so i plan on waiting until I really love the girl.
Processing your request, Please wait....
