I was 17 when I loss my virginity with some stranger I hardly knew. It was a dumb mistake if you ask me. After that day, I was so mad with guys and in return, played the field and sometime use sex as my way of getting what I want. Unfortunately, I was born to be soft spoken and I usually regret afterwards why I have hurt some poor boy. But one thing about me is that no matter what I do, I can not stay faithful. A small argument with my ex, I would jerk around with another guy. Also in result, I have many flings.
One of my fling is that I met him 2 years ago here in the Internet. We usually have sex more than twice a week depending on our sched in school. I’m his second girl that he ever do. He was like my 6th. He was great! Actually better than those I have made out with. There are some more few guys who followed just after him but what I could say is that he really good in bed. 8 months later,something weird happen to me… I fell inlove with him as if he was my first. The feeling is really scary. I mean, following inlove with your fling who have no intention than to fuck you? gimme a break!
The weird thing is that he started to court me seriously. The sad part of the situation is that I’m involve with someone else. He was like: “oic, I’ll just be here and be waiting for you, yah hear?”. After some twist and turn, I broke up with my boyfriend in february 13 this year. I was like shit! So damn heartbroken. But true to his word… he did wait and we are being together now for almost 6 months. I already met most of his family now ( except his dad ) and some relatives of theirs. Man, I’m so inlove with him right now. Sometimes, we still made love. We try to control ourselves. Discipline makes making love much more worth while. Infact, I could gurantee you folks that it is really much more mind blowing if you’re doing it with the one you love.
The fantastic thing is that he cured my unfaithfulness. That must be the power of love, isn’t it? We agreed to marry after 6 years from now and I’m really crossing my fingers with that. I may have a false start but having the chance to have a happy ending after all!Do you think this will end happily? HEY HONEY, you know who you are, I LOVE YOU!
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