Where it happened: His house
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 4
Category: Straight
Well, I have to give you all a brief summary of what went on before my first time. I wasn’t allowed to have any contact with my boyfriend for the first three months of our relationship. My parents hated him and my brother and sister agreed with whatever my parents said. It was me against my family. To make matters worse, I had a jealous ex-boyfriend who decided to give me a reputation as a whore at school even though I was a virgin. Even though i wasn’t allowed to see him, I would anyways. I had always been a good girl up until then, and I decided that he was well worth going against my parents for the first time. Finally, after many tears, screaming fights and being caught twice, my parents gave in. I was allowed to see him.
I always told my boyfriend, John, that I was waiting until I was married. I truly was planning on it. I wanted to give my husband that very special gift. We did other stuff, but I wanted my virginity to be a gift. Well, as time went on and I fell more and more in love with John, I decided that I might give him my virginity. We talked about it alot, and always wanted to do it, and sometimes in the heat of the moment I would ask him. But, there is something special about John. He told me no. He knew that I wanted it to be special, and at that time, the only intimate times we had together were in the backseat of a car and he knew i wanted my first time to be in a more special place then that.
Then the fateful day arrived……
I went to go pick him up one morning and the two of us were going to go to Disneyland for the day. I got there and no one else was home. It was just us. He was still in his boxers in bed and he smiled and motioned for me to join him. Before I knew it, I was stripping down to nothing and climbing into heaven. I could see him looking me over and I knew he was ready to play. We did our usual stuff. He caressed my nipples with his tongue and sucked on them making me moan. I went down on him and he returned the favor. I felt his warm tongue gliding over my clit and forcing itself inside of me. I felt the warmth of his hands as they carressed my breasts while he licked and sucked on me. He stopped then glided up my body and began to passionatly kiss me. We rolled over placing me on top of him and we continued to kiss so passionatly. I again felt his warm hands gliding over all of my body. Then I had this feeling attack my mind and my heart together. I pulled away from the kiss and I looked into his beautiful brown eyes. I softly asked ” Do you want to make love to me?” He stared back at me and answeared “yes” then he asked ” are you sure its ok?”. I took a deep breath and looked at him once again. “yes”. He rolled over and grabbed a condom out of the pocket of his shorts on the floor. He moved me to the middle of the bed and made sure I was comfortable. Every few seconds he would ask with every move he made if I was ok. I nodded each time and gave him the “OK”. He came closer to my body and pushed his cock into me. I gasped, not because it hurt ( which it didn’t ), but because I couldn’t believe that it was happening. He began to pump me over and over still asking me if i was ok. Again I said yes. However I wasn’t fully enjoying it. Thoughts kept running through my head. I could hear myself calling myself a virgin, I could hear my ex call me a whore. I could see the dirty looks that people gave me because of what he said. I got tears in my eyes and finally started begging him to stop. He did and I rolled over putting my back to him. I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t know what to say. He asked what was the matter, but I was too emotional to answear.I felt his arms wrap around me. He kept asking me to turn around and look at him. Finally I did and buried my face between his neck and his shoulder. ” I can’t do it, John. I just can’t”. I could feel the tears run down my nose and then fall on to his chest. He held me tighter and then whispered in my ears the words I will never forget “We don’t to if you aren’t ready yet. It doesn’t matter if we have sex or not. I am not with you just for sex. I am with you cuz I love you.” When he said that, all the other things disappeared. It no longer mattered to me what others thought. I loved John and I wanted him to have that gift that I had been saving for all those years. With that, we started again and this time, I didn’t stop. We held each other tightly as we made love again and again. He was very gentle and I never once saw lust in his eyes that day, that only thing I saw was love, and I knew that it was all for me.
I love John with all my heart. That day was six months ago and we are still going strong. There is nothing that I wouldn’t do for him and I know that there is nothing that he wouldn’t do for me. I know that he loves me just as much as I love him. When I think about it, that gift I was saving was always meant for him. He is the one that I waited all my life to give myself to. And there is not one minute that I regret it. So, all you virgins out there, listen to me…If you want to wait, then wait. But don’t do it cuz you think that the only way it will mean anything is if it is on your wedding night to the man you marry. I love John and if he asked me to marry him, I would say yes in a heart beat. The one that you give yourself to should be the one that you will love all your life no matter what. John is that man to me. Be true to you heart, don’t refrain to appease others and don’t do it to appease others. Follow your heart and you will be fine.
I love you WOOBEE!! You mean the world to me!! You always will!!!
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