i had been with my boyfriend for 3 months before we did it. we had talked about it many times, and i know he wanted to do it after just a couple of weeks, but i said no. i am religious or rather sort of. i knew he was a virgin too, and so i wanted to lose my virginity when we got married, and he agreed to wait too.
i don’t know quite how it happened, but we were very much in love. my boyfriend often used to come round my house and we’d do homework together. one day he started taking his clothes off. Not all of them, just his shirt at first, then it was his trousers on another occasion. He wanted to show me his hairy chest, and his muscles. i often was quite shocked by what he did, and even walked out of the room a couple of times, and made him dress again. i knew what he was up to, and although i liked what i saw, i wasn’t going to give in, and i didn’t take my clothes off at all. i would have broken with him, if i didn’t like him so much. He was a bit wild, unpredictable. Eventually i got used to it. in the end he’d wander round my house completely naked. the number of times i had to try and not look between his legs. obviously i did, and i told him off many times. i wouldn’t let him touch me either. i think i liked him best when he walked out of the room. He had a lovely tight butt.
it always amused me to sit there arguing with him about things, and he’d have a hard on. i’d tell him off, and it would go all limp. i was amused by it.
i didn’t take my clothes off, and until we did it, and no we weren’t married. i guess i loved him very much. We were both nature lovers. We liked going out into woods. We even spent a night in a wood together. i felt very safe with him. On this occasion, we had walked along this railway line, and on the far side of the tracks was a woodland. Neither of us had been there before. We walked right in, and it was like a glade. There was trees for miles all around, except on the side where we cam in where the railway tracks were, about 1/4 of a mile away. it was around spring, and there were new plants, growing everywhere. i was very happy to be with him here, until he suggested we both take our clothes off. We had another argument about it, and he just started pulling his clothes off. When he took his pants down, he was clearly excited by what he was doing. As he ripped his socks off, his balls and manhood swayed from side to side. He then walked over to me, and told me to do the same. i didn’t really want to, and we had another argument, but this time, i think he won it. Most of the time i was looking down at him. He was quite large, and his energy and masculinity, together with where we were, i probably wasn’t thinking straight. He wasn’t asking me for sex. He was just asking to take my clothes off. With a great deal of uncertainty i did so. i was so nervous. i kept looking round all the time expecting someone to see us. He picked up my clothes and put them with his. i walked over to him, and stood by our clothes.
As he stared at me, he had a very hungry look on his face which made me very uncomfortable, and i covered myself with my hands. i wanted to get dressed again. He then took hold of my hand, and pulled me away from my clothes. i kept looking around me, i couldn’t see anything but trees. i remember thinking how the leaves and twigs were tickling my feet. Eventually i did relax a little, and it did feel OK. After walking for a few minutes, he turned to me, and started kissing me passionately. For the first time i really felt his passion for me. The warmth from his body was good. it was slightly chilly even though the sun was out. He stepped between my legs, and i felt his hairy thigh against mine. His hands ran all down my back and over my ass. His hands were rough and strong, and i gasped as i felt his penis rest gently against my vagina. i was just overcome. After a few minutes he worked me down onto the floor, and his rough legs were between mine before i even knew what was happening. He was a very sweet man, but i guess he was losing it now, because i wasn’t quite with him. As he was passionately kissing me, and feeling my body, which i did like, i wasl also thinking more about the twigs and leaves that were on the floor around me. i could feel the leaves gently easing there way between the cheeks of my ass, as he hungrily moved me around, and i heard the twigs break, as he appled pressure to my body.
What was strange was, before he actually did it, he did stopped and asked me. Maybe he could see i wasn’t that involved, but i told him i wanted to do it, but i’m not so sure it was true. i remember he sat there between my legs. With a hard on looking between my legs and asking me. He didn’t need a invitation. He leaned over me, and i could see him pull his foreskin back to reveal a purple swollen head. He moved my hair apart, and dug it in. With the tip in, he straightned up, and thrust it in. It hurt me quite a bit. i let out a little scream, and i pulled my body away from in defence, but he just collapsed on me, and hauled himself inside. i know my virginity took some splitting. There was small stabbing pain as he penetrated that rushed up to my head. It took him a few minutes before his balls were resting against my vagina. He looked down at me, somewhat satified with what he had done, but for me it was painful. Then he started thrusting himself in and out inside me, until he convulsed inside me. i remember feeling his manhood blowing his seed into me. i didn’t orgasm at all. i was somewhat disappointed.
When we got up, i was so scared when i saw blood all over his penis, and balls, and down his legs. i also had a lot of blood down my legs and there was a small pool of it on the floor where we had laid. i was afraid except the bleeding had stopped. what bothers me to this day is the dirty look on his face, after what we had done. Although i don’t truly regret what i did, i don’t know that i was ready to do it.
Also we broke up in the end. We did make love in more conventional ways, but this one i always remember. i don’t often walk much in parks anymore, but if by chance i walk through a woody area, it brings back that memory strongly. It was nice in some ways, and not so nice in others.
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