OK, well, I have been going out with my boyfriend for over year now, and we just recently had sex for the first time about a month ago, right before I went away to college, as did he. His mom had gone away on a business trip and his older sister was working all the time or out with her friends. Mark was house-sitting across the street so we decided that on Saturdau night my best friend would cover for me so that I could go over there and we could just sleep together (we’d done this before). We spent some time in his neighbor’s pool and then we went back to his house. I went upstairs to take a shower and he made dinner. I came back down an dwe ate and then we decided that it was time for bed.
We went up to his room and he put on my favorite CD and we just layed in each other’s arms. He kissed my forehead and my face just as he’s always done, but then he started kissing my neck. We’d never really even messed around before this, although he’d been with other girls before, and I was kind of afraid to have sex. But he knew and he wasnt expecting anything. But just the way he was kissing my neck, I knew I was ready and told him so. He asked if I was sure, and once I reassured him 5 times he went down on me to make sure (unnecessarily) that I was wet enough. He is 6′ and 174 ( hes a wrestler) and I’m 5’1″ and 110, so I was afraid that he was going to hurt me, even if he didnt mean it. But he was gentle – he held me in his arms and turned me over onto my back and then slowly began to push his head inside of me. It was the most intense feeling I have ever had, I came right away, just from his head. Then he waited a little while, all the while kissing me and holding me close, until finally he picked me up in his arms, grasped my body, and slowly but surely pushed himself the rest of the way in. I felt my hymen break and I screamed involuntarily which made him stop, but I told him to keep going. It hust so bad, I’m so little and tight, but I bit my tongue and came in spight of the pain. He lasted a long time, we made love for an hour, and although he didnt mean to, he did it so hard I couldnt walk for 2 days. But he held me afterward and assured me that he didnt fuck me, he made love to me, and in that sense we were both virgins. I love him and we’re engaged – we’re going to finish school and then get married. We’ve only done it a couple more times since then, because it still hurts me. But I love him to death and I’ll have a lifetime to get used to it.
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