Where it happened: his house...bed of course
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 7
Category: Straight
first off, i want to say how every other story in here that i have read has ended in orgasm, yeah, they are all guys and it’s alot easier for them than girls…
well, here goes…Anthony and i had known each other for about 3 years, i was really good friends with his brother and in JROTC i had commanded his brother’s platoon a few times. I was at one point really good friends with anth’s ex-girlfriend amanda..who i know he lost HIS virginity to..and she used to tell me about how she thought she was pregnant, and how he was treating her like shit…and i hated anthony.
well, amanda and anth broke up, she lied about alot of things to get attention i came to find..but i was thrown back into the mix with anthony at a Slipknot concert. Between the opening band Kittie and Slipknot, he kissed me, not like, omigod making out. but just a nice little kiss..and i think at that point i wanted him more than any other guy i knew.
he and i never went out. but we started talking online to each other, on the phone until 5 or 6 am, about everything, he became my best friend, so when he told me he was having feelings about me that he didn’t want to show, i was flattered..and the whole situation became awkward…we decided that we would be “dating” not boyfriend and girlfriend, but dating, a couple but not really you know? and we talked about alot of things, still, sex had become a major topic, he knew i was still a virgin and refused to take my virginity, although he said he really wanted to.
one night he asked me what i thought would change if we had sex…i said nothing really, just become a little more protective of each other…and he said that dating wasn’t working, we were too good of friends to try to be a couple..and i understood, i felt the same way…and he asked me to come chill at his house for a while…
i went over there knowing what he wanted, expecting sex…i think most people knowing that will happen, have the same reaction i did, i started having an anxiety attack…i sat in his bed, not looking at him, not wanting to talk, i just wanted him to take my hand and tell me it would be okay, to put his hand on my back or my leg or something, and in a way he did, he tried to talk me out of it…that calmed me down alot suprisingly and i just said, fuck it, bite the bullet and lay down on his bed…nonetheless i was still scared shitless, but he sat on the edge of the bed in the dark, cracking jokes and making me laugh, (i don’t want to draw this out) eventually clothes came off.
Alot of times i hear about there being passion and so much so that neither person can talk to the other…with us it was different, i asked him about protection since i was not on any kind of birth control and he said that he always had a condom under his alarm clock, that made me laugh and i think i hurt his feelings…finally (condom on) he kinda pushed his hips a little forward and there was PAIN…he didn’t go all the way in at first, i think because i was saying, “ow ow ow ow” but the pain went away, right away, and to think about it now, i don’t even remember what the pain felt like, but he kept asking me, “how does that feel?” and i couldn’t say anything, i didn’t know how it felt, i just said, “it doesn’t hurt anymore” it didn’t last long and he at least had the decency to say, “is it okay if i go ahead?” he jerked a little and moved faster, then it all stopped, the only noises in the room were the stereo (blasting Cradle of Filth, best band thank you VERY much) and heavy breathing, he didn’t withdraw right away, and just kinda lay on top of me, breathing, he broke the silence by saying that he could feel my heartbeat…and i said he’s alot heavier than i imagined..we laughed together…as we were getting dressed in the dark, i said thank you…and he said you’re welcome…and we went downstairs to watch Interview with the Vampire…
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