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My First time..

Age when it happend: 20
Where it happened: Hotel Room
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 6
Category: Straight

It brings back a lot of memories for me to write this here because it also brings a lot of pain for me cos in the space of the 2 years I have been with him he has been cheating on me with another girl. We are still together now and I have forgiven him, but I cannot forget what happened. I met my boyfriend through the internet. We were emailing and writing to each other for about 2 months when we decided that we would meet. Anyway, we lived about 200 miles away from each other and about 3 hours in driving distance. It never seemed a problem. We got along fine and we saw each others photo’s, we’d email/write and talk on the phone every night. I felt like I knew him so well. And that within the 2 months we’d communicated with each other, we’d already told each other we loved the other. It was a strong feeling I had inside of me. Even though I was 20 at the time, I had never had a boyfriend before. I just felt that none of the guys I had met gave me a feeling that I wanted. But with him, it was different. Anyway, we met in August 1997. I was disapponted with the way he looked but I really couldn’t say anything cos he travelled all that way to see me. Anyway, before I knew it, he kissed me on my cheek and then moved to my mouth. That was the first time I had a proper kiss. It felt good and I actually felt like I had done it before! Anyway, 5 months on from our meeting we had met each other about 3-4 times. We decided to stay in a Hotel one evening in the area where he lived. We were both lying in bed watching the Simpsons on TV. Then suddenly he started to kiss me. He undid my zip on my jeans and put his fingers inside of my vagina, it felt really nice. Then he was fondling my breasts with his other hand. I was touching his penis and at that point we both knew we wanted it so badly. I whispered to him and said ‘I want it’. He went to get the condoms and it just happened really. I felt his penis go right into my vagina and I was just screaming with joy and yelling at him to thrust faster. For the first time I felt like a real woman. I just never wanted it to end..but he came really quickly. I wasn’t disappointed cos making love to him is the best feeling in the world. Even now, 2 years on we do it whenever we can. I think up to about 60-70 times now, which isn’t bad considering we don’t get to see each other every 3 weeks! My friends say I am stupid for staying with a cheat, but I love him and I know he has changed and is very faithful to me. We plan to get married soon.

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