I never knew how serious sex could be until I actully tried it. I was at my friends house, and we were all a little drunk. I mean, when your sixteen, being drunk seems “cool”, and everyone wants to try it. Anyways, there was this guy there that I liked, and I thought, why not have some fun. So we did kind of fool around a bit. I didn’t think it was that bad, but I look back today and think, Man I was acting like a little slut! After making out for a while, we decided to go upstairs to one of the bedrooms. We were so drunk it took us atleast ten minutes to get up the stairs. He slowly undressed me then himself. We played around some more until he told me to lie down flat. I did that, and he got on top of me. I won’t lie, it turned me on, and I wanted to go all the way with him. He slowly slid in me, and was very gental. It did’t hurt too much, but it was uncomfortable. After awhile he begain to go faster and faster, until he came. A few minutes later I came. We eventully both passed out. I woke up an hour later, only to find him lying next to me in bed. I was still confused, but I left without telling anyone.
When I saw him three days later at school, I felt awkward. We didn’t have time to say anything to each other. To make a long story short, two weeks later, I found out I was pregnant. I remember crying for hours because I was so scared.
I made aggrangments to have an abortion the next week. I was extreamly secrtitve about it, and didn’t want anyone to know, mostly my parents though. I told him about it, and he was also scared. He said he didn’t agree with abortions, but it was probably for the best.
After the abortion, I stopped joking around about sex, or anything to do with it. I didn’t date until I 9, and I didn’t have sex again until I 2. I have never told anyone else about having sex, getting pregnant, or the abortion. I decided to tell you this story, in hopes that you young teens out there will think about sex, before you have it. Its not a game you can just play. Its a serious issue, that you need to think about before doing.