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Worse Feeling I’ve Ever Felt!

Age when it happend: 14
Where it happened: School
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 2
Category: Straight

You know that feeling you get when you like someone. Like you want to tell them, but at the same time you have no idea what they will think? And when you do, you completely regret everything. Then you look back on it months later and feel this ache in your stomach the size of a tennis ball because you’ve wondered what it would be like if you never did that?
That’s what happened to me. I was 14 when it happened, and regret it everytime I think back on the memory. Whenever I see him I get this feeling inside my stomach like I’m going to throw up or get sick. Truthfully I never told anyone about this. And truthfully once again I don’t want to. I feel like the best way is to just keep it to myself, avoid drama, avoid…I don’t know. Just avoid it, put it in the past and never think of that memory again.
I’m 15 and I’ve learned a lot about that. Compicating crushes can really be. The chances you have to take in life to learn what better there is in life. Take chances in life because you never know what’ll happen. Sometimes you just have to follow your heart and learn from the mistakes you make to know how you really feel about someone.

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