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Jenny

Age when it happend: 17
Where it happened: motel
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 10
Category: Straight

Well – it finally happened for me last night!! I have been going out with this guy Brad (not his real name) for about 5 weeks. We really have a lot in common and have seen a lot of each other, so I feel that I know him better than you might think after only five weeks. We’ve kissed and done some fairly heavy necking, but I told him that I was going to wait until I was at least engaged before I “went all the way”. Well, so much for that plan! It was my first time, but I know Brad (who is almost 19) has already been with a few other girls at our school.

Anyway, last night we went out to a movie, and then were just hanging around. He took me to a bar (I have fake ID, and look 19). I don’t usually drink, hardly at all, and I don’t know what it was but into the second glass of wine I began to feel very mellow. After that we left the bar for his car (he is a safe driver and had been drinking only Cokes). Once we were in the car he reached for me and kissed me really passionately. After a very long kiss he said “I need you so much, Jenny, I have tried but I just can’t wait. Please prove you love me.” Well I was feeling so mellow and compliant, and he seemed so sincere, that I said yes without thinking, and the next thing I knew we were at a motel.

I made sure people didn’t see me when we were going into the room, and it felt more comfortable after we were locked into our room. It still felt a little creepy – I had visions of white lace and all and a honeymoon in Hawaii for my first time. Anyway, before he started to undress me he told me that he loved me so very much, which made me feel better. I was still feeling really mellow, and I really did love him, so I felt okay about it. Lot’s of my friends lost their virginity when they were younger. And I do love Brad with all my heart.

Well, he was really suave and gentle as he undressed me. It felt so wonderful having him caress my breasts. I could have just stopped there and felt fulfilled (but Brad would have none of that!). Somehow he got my jeans and stuff off almost without my realizing it. He kissed me everywhere, and then let his tongue slide down my firm body. I don’t know why I had worn the black panties that night – I almost never do. But I was glad that I had – I felt pretty sexy. He first kissed me through the silk of the panties, and then ever so deftly took them off and I was totally naked. He held my hand and then guided it to touch his cock, and had me bend to kiss it, but didn’t ask me to do anything else that way, and I was thankful. I don’t think I’m at all ready for oral sex. He had bought some condoms on the way to the motel, and began to take one out of the foil but I stopped him. That was really stupid I know, and I regret it today. Just that night I had all these visions that I wasn’t really in a motel after a date with a boyfriend, but rather was on a honeymoon and it seemed the right thing to do to make it as pleasureable as possible. And I’ve heard that men don’t really like to wear condoms. Anyway, that seemed to please him, although it also make him somewhat more nervous. I don’t think he knew that I knew, but he did get a girl at our school pregnant last year.

Well after some more kissing and hugging and touching, we were ready for intercourse. Or at least he was ready and I was as ready as I probably could be. I was scared out of my wits but it seemed too late to suggest turning back, so I pretended that I was really into this and needed his body in me in the worst way. Which was only partly pretending. I should say that in case you are getting the idea that he was taking advantage of me, that he did, sort of, give me the opportunity to back down just before he entered me. He had just finished caressing my breasts, then let one of his fingers slide down to my vagina. He traced along the lips of my vagina, which I found incredibly erotic. I think he could feel that I was just a little bit moist for him. He rolled to be on top of me, and I could feel his penis but still outside my body. It was at that point that he whispered “Jenny, are you sure this is what you want?” I whispered, I guess not directly in answer “I love you Brad”. He took that as a yes, and we began to make love.

It was harder than I thought (from reading on this list) to actually get him inside me. His penis seemed huge around compared to the size of my vagina, but he was deft at gently but firmly pressing it into me. It still really hurt a lot at first until he broke my cherry, but once that was done it began to feel really good. He stopped for awhile after the cherry broke, and we just kissed without him moving, and looked into each others’ eyes. Then I could sense that it was really frustrating for him to wait much longer to fuck me, and I told him I thought I was ready. He shoved more and more of his penis into me. He was so big and warm, and both hard and soft at the same time. It was like he was filling all of me. He was patient, and gentle and loving. He said he loved me over and over again as he made love to me. I wasn’t expecting to have a climax my first time, but suddenly he was arousing me in just the right way, and in a few seconds this incredible wave swept over me from deep down inside me. I don’t know if that is climax but I think so. It was wonderful. A few minutes later I felt him cum inside me. To feel someone I love so much share himself with me was incredibly wonderful, and I am still on cloud nine. Even though I worry a lot about a pregnancy, I also like the idea that his sperm are inside me right now as I write this.

We lay together in each other’s arms until dawn, so there was hell to pay when I got home. My parents had a pretty good idea what I was doing, and I’m grounded for months they say. But Brad and I have figured out how to see each other without them knowing, and tomorrow afternoon we are meeting to continue our love making. We decided that from now on we are going to be careful and take precautions though. Brad took home my panties as a little remembrance of our first night. He had a single red rose delivered to my house tonight, which drove my father crazy. I’m glad in a way they know about it. If things get really bad Brad and I have talked about moving out and living together, but we are still in high school so it would be tough. I won’t know for a few weeks, but I think I’m pregnant with Brad’s baby already. The thing that surprises me most is that I kind of like the idea. I think I’ll tell Brad to forget using the condoms tonight after all.

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