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Age when it happend: 15
Where it happened: mam's room
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight

‎26 ‎August ‎2010
Dear dairy,
Omg, at 5.30 this morning i lost my virginity. it was wierd, i thought it would of felt nice to have finally done it but it dont, i feel the same, i feel like it was a normal thing to happen but it wasn’t, it should of meant something but it didn’t.
It happened over a period of time, the night before, an old friend of my mams, called lee, 27 at the time, came over for some cans, he started flirting with me, and when my mam wasn’t in the room, he would kiss me and rub my boobs then he started putting his hands down my pants and played with me, we then at 2.30 am went to sleep downstairs then at 5.30 am he woke me up and asked me to show him where my mam’s room was ,so, i showed him and when we got up the stairs, he started kissing me and pushed me into my mam’s room and onto the bed. he got on top of me, still kissing me, he then slid my pants and underwear off he then unbuttoned his pants and slid them down to his knee’s, i knew in my head what was going to happen next but i didn’t tell him to stop, he then slid his penis in me, it hurt really bad, he kpt thrusting in me, i was whincing and said that it hurt, he stopped and asked me if it was my first time, i tol him that it was but he still didn’t stop, he just kept thrusting into me, and telling me to relax while sucking on my neck and boobs, when he finished, he squirted his cum on me. i then went to the bathroom, cleaned myself up then went into my room.
My mom knew something had happened later that day but i swore that nothing had cause i knew she would be upset and would kill lee as he is 27 years old and i’m only 15.
My virginity gone … Robyn xx

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