It happened about four days ago. I have been reading this website for a while and I couldn’t wait to post my story, except I never wanted to post this one… I was hoping to post one of my boyfriend and I having sex for the first time.
It started with a guy from work asking me if I wanted to hang out on Saturday. I said sure and not thinking much about it I later realized that it may have been a date that he asked me out on. So in a text a sent him I said, “I can hang out after I have dinner with my boyfriend.” He replied, “would your boyfriend mind us hanging out?” I told him no and that he actually knows him. So I was feeling better that he knew I wasn’t available so I agreed. He asked what we wanted to do and I said surprise me.
I drove and met him at our work and he said that he also had his car with him and that I should just follow him. So I followed him to his place, it was an apartment building not too far from where I live. He had me help him carry some food in and the whole time went out of his way to hold doors for me and to keep the conversation going.
When we got to his apartment I was immediately starting to feel a little sketchy. No one was there and his apartment was rather small. But the conversation kept going and he made me a glass of tea.
We sat on his couch and he put on a movie, Public Enemies. We were watching it and then he put his arm on the back of the couch, but not touching me. Then he stroked my shoulder and put one hand on my hand on my knee. He pulled me closer and soon we were cuddled up.
Why I was letting all of this happen is still something I am trying to figure out. I have been with my boyfriend for one year on Friday and I love him so much. He just isn’t the type of guy I usually like. He doesn’t take charge and he takes a while to make sexual advances on me. We have never had sex before and I really wanted to but I am a rather shy girl so i never initiated it. I figured he would bring it up or it would just happen. I love him so much and he is a fantastic person, I guess I just got caught up in the moment with this other guy, lets call him Daniel, and was trying to feel what my relationship with my bf was lacking with Daniel.
So we are cuddled up watching the movie under a blanket and the internet freezes. He gets up and tries to fix it. He unplugs it for a while and says that that will work. In the meantime he gets me to stand up and leads me by the hand to his kitchen. We eat some food and he wraps his arm around me and I rest my head on his chest. He is about 5’8″ maybe and I am 5’3″. I am 17 and he is 23 I think. 23 is a guess, I have little idea on how old he really is. I am white and he is black if what matters to you.
So we resume the movie and near the end he is stoking my cheek with his hand and says to look him in the eyes. I turn my head and do just that. He kisses me after looking into my eyes and we make out for a while. Nothing above a pg-13 rating.
We stop and the movie ends so we move to the kitchen. He pulls me really close to him and we make out for a long time. He is touching my body in hard stokes that feels really good. Nothing inappropriate yet. Then he gradually works his hands under my shirt. I had a feeling at this point that he knew what he was doing and had done this many times before. He feels my breasts over my bra, and then under. Then he strokes down the front of my stomach over my pants to my crotch and then under. He plays with my lips, then clit, then puts a finger in for a sec.
We move to the hallway somehow and we continue to make out constantly. He kisses my neck and plays with my clit more and puts his finger in more and more. It feels incredible. I masturbate a lot but it feels different when a guy does it. I grunt a bit when he goes to put it in again. He pulls my shirt off and I am standing in my bra and jeans. We walk and make out all the way to his bedroom. At this point I know what will probably happen and for some reason don’t care.
We get into his room and he lays me on the bed and lays on top of me. He feels my body all over and I do the same for him. I can feel his boner without even using my hands. It is pressed up against me. He takes off my bra and sucks on my nipples for a bit. That feels like heaven. Then he leaves for a sec to get the blanket and when he comes back he takes off his shirt. Then he kisses all the way down to the top of my jeans. He comes back up and kisses me while undoing my pants. He slips them off and then takes his own off.
I reach down his boxers for his boner and it is massive and the hardest thing I have ever felt. I was excited for that to enter me.
Then he takes off my underwear and his too. We are now laying naked except for our socks on his bed. He is the first person to touch me sexually while I am fully naked. I am a petite girl and my breasts aren’t really that big. I was not embarrassed at all of my body.
He lays on top of me and grabs his boner. He puts is close to me and plays around a bit. Finally he goes in. It feels incredible except for the last bit when he is all the way in. It hurt a bit like when you put a tampon in. I would move up on the bed a bit everything he would thrust.
He stopped and pulled out for a sec and put on a condom. Then he reentered. He had me with my head almost off the bed and was thrusting slowly at first. Then he rolled me over so that I was on top. I rode him for a while and then he took control of how fast the thrusts were. He got really fast and I could feel his orgasm getting close. I wasn’t going to have one at all so I decided to fake one at the same time he did. I could feel that warmth in me.
When he had pulled out and we were laying there he pulled me close and he fell asleep for a bit. I was just laying there naked with him and he started to rub my body again. It turned me on and soon enough he was on top of my again. I wrapped my legs around his body and he was thrusting away. I felt his orgasm build again and then he pulled out and came out of me, more so on the bed.
We spooned for a bit and my ring tone went off on my phone. I knew it was my alarm for my 11:11 wish but the ringtone was my bf and I’s song. That killed me. Guilt and the reality of what just happened set in.
Afterward we went back to his kitchen, he made me a cup of tea and we hung out for a while longer. I went home and all I wanted to do was cry. I was crying and I called my bf. He asked what was wrong but I didn’t want to tell him then, so I said nothing and that I would tell him when I saw him next. I just called him to hear his voice.
When I got home I felt horrible and guilty and I couldn’t sleep at all. When I saw him the next day I told him what happened. We cried together and we have worked it out.
I hope that the next time I write on here that it is the real story of how I lost my virginity to my boyfriend and love of my life. Not some random guy at work.
Daniel wants to talk to me tomorrow. I told him that was a mistake for me and that it can never happen again. He said that he feels manipulated and used. I will have to clear things up tomorrow about what was going on in my head, if I can figure it out by then.
You guys are the only person I have told that I lost my virginity. My boyfriend didn’t know that was my first time, neither did Daniel.
There you go, that was My First Time.
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